“God will give me strength to do what is right.” The tears were plain enough in his voice now and would not be denied. His words forced themselves out in a husky wheeze.
Beenah threw her arms round his neck. “No! No!” she cried hysterically. “Thou shalt not go! Thou shalt not leave me!”
“I must go,” his parched lips articulated. He could not see that the snow of her hair had drifted into her eyes and was scarce whiter than her cheeks. His spectacles were a blur of mist.
“No, no,” she moaned incoherently. “I shall die soon. God is merciful. Wait a little, wait a little. He will kill us both soon. My poor lamb, my poor Daniel! Thou shalt not leave me.”
The old man unlaced her arms from his neck.
“I must. I have heard God’s word in the silence.”
“Then I will go with thee. Wherever thou goest I will go.”
“No, no; thou shall not face the first hardships, I will front them alone; I am strong, I am a man.”
“And thou hast the heart to leave me?” She looked piteously into his face, but hers was still hidden from him in the mist. But through the darkness the flash passed again. His hand groped for her waist, he drew her again towards him and put the arms he had unlaced round his neck and stooped his wet cheek to hers. The past was a void, the forty years of joint housekeeping, since the morning each had seen a strange face on the pillow, faded to a point. For fifteen years they had been drifting towards each other, drifting nearer, nearer in dual loneliness; driven together by common suffering and growing alienation from the children they had begotten in common; drifting nearer, nearer in silence, almost in unconsciousness. And now they had met. The supreme moment of their lives had come. The silence of forty years was broken. His withered lips sought hers and love flooded their souls at last.
When the first delicious instants were over, Mendel drew a chair to the table and wrote a letter in Hebrew script and posted it and Beenah picked up Miriam’s jacket. The crackling flames had subsided to a steady glow, the clock ticked on quietly as before, but something new and sweet and sacred had come into her life, and Beenah no longer wished to die.
When Miriam came home, she brought a little blast of cold air into the room. Beenah rose and shut the door and put out Miriam’s supper; she did not drag her feet now.
“Was it a nice play, Miriam?” said Beenah softly.
“The usual stuff and nonsense!” said Miriam peevishly. “Love and all that sort of thing, as if the world never got any older.”
At breakfast next morning old Hyams received a letter by the first post. He carefully took his spectacles off and donned his reading-glasses to read it, throwing the envelope carelessly into the fire. When he had scanned a few lines he uttered an exclamation of surprise and dropped the letter.