as much as to say, Here is Satan preaching a sermon
on holiness. But however satirical and intolerant
you may think me, you must own that I take no delight
in the discovery of other people’s faults:
if I want the meekness of a Christian, at least I
don’t possess the malice of a Jew. Now
Mrs. Downe Wright has a real heartfelt satisfaction
in saying malicious things, and in thrusting herself
into company where she must know she is unwelcome,
for the sole purpose of saying them. Yet many
people are blessed with such blunt perceptions that
they are not at all aware of her real character, and
only wonder, when she has left them, what made them
feel so uncomfortable when she was present. But
she has put me in such a bad humour that I must go
out of door and apostrophise the sun, like Lucifer.
Do come, Mary, you will help to dispel my chagrin.
I really feel as if my heart had been in a limekiln.
All its kingly feelings are so burnt up by the malignant
influences of Mrs. Downe Wright; while you,”
continued she, as they strolled into the gardens,
“are as cool, and as sweet, and as sorrowful
as these violets,” gathering some still wet
with an April shower. “How delicious, after
such a mental
sirocco, to feel the pure air
and hear the birds sing, and look upon the flowers
and blossoms, and sit here, and bask in the sun from
laziness to walk into the shade. You must needs
acknowledge, Mary, that spring in England is a much
more amiable season than in your ungentle clime.”
This was the second spring Mary had seen set in, in
England. But the first had been wayward and backward
as the seasons of her native climate. The present
was such a one as poets love to paint. Nature
was in all its first freshness and beauty—the
ground was covered with flowers, the luxuriant hedgerows
were white with blossoms, the air was impregnated
with the odours of the gardens and orchards. Still
Mary sighed as she thought of Lochmarlie—its
wild tangled woods, with here and there a bunch of
primroses peeping forth from amidst moss and withered
ferns—its gurgling rills, blue lakes, and
rocks, and mountains—all rose to view;
and she felt that, even amid fairer scenes, and beneath
brighter suns, her heart would still turn with fond
regret to the land of her birth.
CHAPTER XXXIII.
“Wondrous it is, to see in
diverse mindes
How diversly Love doth his pageants play
And shows his power in variable kinds.”
SPENSER.
BUT even the charms of spring were overlooked by Lady
Emily in the superior delight she experienced at hearing
that the ship in which Edward Douglas was had arrived
at Portsmouth; and the intelligence was soon followed
by his own arrival at Beech Park. He was received
by her with rapture, and by Mary with the tenderest
emotion. Lord Courtland was always glad of an
addition to the family party; and even Lady Juliana
experienced something like emotion as she beheld her
son, now the exact image of what his father had been
twenty years before.