often quitted the Park, where Lord Lindore was the
admired of all admirers, mortified and ashamed at
being seen in the same carriage with the man she had
chosen for her husband. Ambition had led her to
marry the Duke, and that same passion now heightened
her attachment for Lord Lindore; for, as some one
has remarked, ambition is not always the desire for
that which is in itself excellent, but for that which
is most prized by others; and the handsome Lord Lindore
was courted and caressed in circles where the dull,
precise Duke of Altamont was wholly overlooked.
Months passed in this manner, and every day added something
to Adelaide’s feelings of chagrin and disappointment.
But it was still worse when she found herself settled
for a long season at Norwood Abbey a dull, magnificent
residence, with a vast unvaried park, a profusion of
sombre trees, and a sheet of stillwater, decorated
with leaden deities. Within doors everything
was in the same style of vapid, tasteless grandeur,
and the society was not such as to dispel the ennui
these images served to create. Lady Matilda Sufton,
her satellite Mrs. Finch, General Carver, and a few
stupid elderly lords and their well-bred ladies comprised
the family circle; and the Duchess experienced, with
bitterness of spirit, that “rest of heart, and
pleasure felt at home,” are blessings wealth
cannot purchase nor greatness command; while she sickened
at the stupid, the almost
vulgar magnificence
of her lot.
At this period Lord Lindore arrived on a visit, and
the daily, hourly contrast that occurred betwixt the
elegant, impassioned lover, and the dull, phlegmatic
husband, could not fail of producing the usual effects
on an unprincipled mind. Rousseau and Goethe were
studied, French and German sentiments were exchanged,
till criminal passion was exalted into the purest
of all earthly emotions. It were tedious to dwell
upon the minute, the almost imperceptible occurrences
that tended to heighten the illusion of passion, and
throw an air of false dignity around the degrading
spells of vice; but so it was, that in something less
than a year from the time of her marriage, this victim
of self-indulgence again sought her happiness in the
gratification of her own headstrong passions, and
eloped with Lord Lindore, vainly hoping to find peace
and joy amid guilt and infamy.
CHAPTER XXXII.
“On n’est gueres oblige aux gens qui ne
nous viennent voir, que pour nous quereller, qui pendant
toute une visite, ne nous disent pas une seule parole
obligeante, et qui se font un plaisir malin d’attaquer
notre conduite, et de nous faire entrevoir nos defauts.”
— L’ ABBE De BELLEGARDE.