and to apply the rouge to her nose, instead of her
cheeks. So may the superannuated eagle be pecked
at by daws. But the tale is not probable.
After all, it is but the captious inference of witlings
and scoffers, that attributes to mere sexual vanity
that superstitious horror of encroaching age, from
which the wisest are not always free. It may
be, that they shrink from the reflection of their
wrinkles, not as from the despoilers of beauty, but
as from the vaunt-couriers of dissolution. In
rosy youth, while yet the brow is alabaster-veined
with Heaven’s own tint, and the dark tresses
turn golden in the sun, the lapse of time is imperceptible
as the throbbing of a heart at ease. “So
like, so very like, is day to day,”—one
primrose scarce more like another. Whoever saw
their first grey hairs, or marked the crow-feet at
the angle of their eyes, without a sigh or a tear,
a momentous self-abasement, a sudden sinking of the
soul, a thought that youth is flown for ever?
None but the blessed few that, having dedicated their
spring of life to Heaven, behold in the shedding of
their vernal blossoms, a promise that the season of
immortal fruit is near. It is a frailty, almost
an instance of humanity, to aim at concealing that
from others, of which ourselves are painfully conscious.
The herculean Johnson keenly resented the least allusion
to the shortness of his sight. So entirely is
man a social animal, so dependent are all his feelings
for their very existence upon communication and sympathy,
that the “fee griefs,” which none but
ourselves are privy to, are forgotten as soon as they
are removed from the senses. The artifices to
which so many have recourse to conceal their declining
years, are often intended more to soothe themselves,
than to impose on others. This aversion to growing
old is specially natural and excusable in the celibate
and the childless. The borrowed curls, the pencilled
eyebrows,
“The
steely-prison’d shape,
So oft made taper, by constraint of tape,”
the various cosmetic secrets, well-known to the middle
ages, not only of the softer sex, are not unseemly
in a spinster, so long as they succeed in making her
look young. They are intolerable in a mother of
any age. But we, my dear Christopher, resigned
and benevolent old bachelors as we are, can well appreciate
the vanity of the aged heart, that sees not its youth
renewed in any growing dearer self. Nothing denotes
the advances of life, at once so surely and so pleasantly
as children springing up around a good man’s
table. Perhaps our famous Queen, in her latter
days, though full of honours as of years, would gladly
have changed places with the wife of any yeoman that
had a child to receive her last blessing, whose few
acres were not to pass away to the hungry expecting
son of a hated rival. Her virginity was not like
that of Jephthah’s daughter, a free-will offering
to the Lord. Pride, and policy, and disappointment,
and, it may be, hopeless, self-condemned affection,