mug, set ready for him to carry to bed with him.
It had no taste. The next morning, as he had
done at dinner the day before, he complained of a
pain in his stomach, and the heart-burn; which he ever
did before he had the gravel. I went for Mr.
Norton at eleven o’clock in the forenoon, who
said, that a little physick would be right for my father
to take on Wednesday. At night he ordered some
water gruel for his supper, which his footman went
for. When it came, my father said, “Taste
it, Molly, has it not an odd taste?” I tasted
it, but found no taste different from what is to be
found in all good water gruel. After this he
went up to bed, and my father found himself sick, and
reached; after which he said he was better, and I went
up to bed. Susan gave him his physick in the
morning, and I went into his bed-chamber about eight
o’clock; then I found him charming well.
Susan says that on my father’s wanting gruel
on the Wednesday, I said, as they were busy at ironing,
they might give him some of the same he had before.
I do not remember this; but if I did, it was impossible
I should know that the gruel he had on Tuesday was
the same he had on Monday; as that he drank on Monday
was made on Saturday or Sunday, I believe on Saturday
night; much less imagine that she whoever made it,
and managed it as she pleased, would pretend to keep
such stale gruel for her master. Thursday and
Friday he came down stairs. I often asked Mr.
Norton, “If he thought him in danger; if he did,
I would send for Dr. Addington.” On Saturday
Mr. Norton told me, “he thought my father in
danger.” I said, “I would send for
the doctor;” but he replied, “I had better
ask my father’s leave.” I bid him
speak to my father about it, which he did; but my
father replied, “Stay till to-morrow, and if
I am not better then, send for him.” As
soon as I was told this, I said, “That would
not satisfy me; I would send immediately, which I
did; and Mr. Norton, the apothecary, attested this
in Court.” On the same night, being Saturday,
the doctor came, I believe it was near twelve o’clock.
He saw my father, and wrote for him: he did not
then apprehend his case to be desperate. I have
been by this gentleman blamed, for not telling then
what I had given my father. I was in hopes that
he would have lived, and that my folly would never
have been known: in order the more effectually
to conceal which, the remainder of the powder I had,
the Wednesday before, thrown away, and burnt Mr. Cranstoun’s
letter: so I had nothing to evince the innocence
of my intention, and was moreover frightened out of
my wits. Let the good-natured part of the world
put themselves in my place, and then condemn me if
they can for this. On Sunday my father said, “He
was better”; but found himself obliged to keep
his bed that day. Mr. Blandy, of Kingston, a
relation of ours, came to visit us, stayed with me
to breakfast, and then went to church with Mr. Littleton,
my father’s clerk. I went, after they had