had yet something
here, he said, of which he
wished to rid himself by an immediate reply.
In this respect, Sir, I have a great advantage over
the honorable gentleman. There is nothing
here,
Sir, which gives me the slightest uneasiness; neither
fear, nor anger, nor that which is sometimes more
troublesome than either, the consciousness of having
been in the wrong. There is nothing, either originating
here, or now received
here by the gentleman’s
shot. Nothing originating here, for I had not
the slightest feeling of unkindness towards the honorable
member. Some passages, it is true, had occurred
since our acquaintance in this body, which I could
have wished might have been otherwise; but I had used
philosophy and forgotten them. I paid the honorable
member the attention of listening with respect to his
first speech; and when he sat down, though surprised,
and I must even say astonished, at some of his opinions,
nothing was farther from my intention than to commence
any personal warfare. Through the whole of the
few remarks I made in answer, I avoided, studiously
and carefully, every thing which I thought possible
to be construed into disrespect. And, Sir, while
there is thus nothing originating
here which
I have wished at any time, or now wish, to discharge,
I must repeat, also, that nothing has been received
here which
rankles, or in any way gives
me annoyance. I will not accuse the honorable
member of violating the rules of civilized war; I
will not say, that he poisoned his arrows. But
whether his shafts were, or were not, dipped in that
which would have caused rankling if they had reached
their destination, there was not, as it happened,
quite strength enough in the bow to bring them to their
mark. If he wishes now to gather up those shafts,
he must look for them elsewhere; they will not be
found fixed and quivering in the object at which they
were aimed.
The honorable member complained that I had slept on
his speech. I must have slept on it, or not slept
at all. The moment the honorable member sat down,
his friend from Missouri rose, and, with much honeyed
commendation of the speech, suggested that the impressions
which it had produced were too charming and delightful
to be disturbed by other sentiments or other sounds,
and proposed that the Senate should adjourn.
Would it have been quite amiable in me, Sir, to interrupt
this excellent good feeling? Must I not have
been absolutely malicious, if I could have thrust
myself forward, to destroy sensations thus pleasing?
Was it not much better and kinder, both to sleep upon
them myself, and to allow others also the pleasure
of sleeping upon them? But if it be meant, by
sleeping upon his speech, that I took time to prepare
a reply to it, it is quite a mistake. Owing to
other engagements, I could not employ even the interval
between the adjournment of the Senate and its meeting
the next morning, in attention to the subject of this