conduct has been in avoiding temptation; how you have
made use of the means of grace; the days in which
you may have lived without God, or if you prayed to
Him, when you did so as a form, without any real faith
or love; the days in which you have been so presumptuous
as to live without “faith in the Son of God,”
and to meet trials, temptations, and duties, without
seeking strength from the Holy Spirit; the Sundays
that have come and gone without having been improved,
and sermons heard in vain, and public worship joined
in outwardly only, without reality; the little help,
or possibly great discouragement given to Christian
ministers and Christian members by your very coldness;
the time lost never to be recalled, and of all that
could have been done for the ignorant, the afflicted,
the wicked, the sick and dying, for friends and relations,
which has been left undone, and never can be done in
the other world. Think of what your Master has
said, who is to judge you—that “herein
is my Father glorified, that ye bring forth much fruit”—that
“if any man will be my disciple, let him take
up his cross
daily, and follow me”—that
“many will say in that day, Lord, Lord, have
we not eaten and drunk in thy presence? hast thou
not taught in our streets? have we not done many wonderful
works in thy name? and I will say unto them, I know
you not; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity:”—think
of this
now, for think of it one day you must:
and if you do so with any degree of truthfulness,
I am sure you cannot enter another year without pouring
out your heart in humble confession, and laying down
your burthen at the foot of the cross, crying out,
“God be merciful to me a sinner!” “Have
mercy upon me, O God, according to thy loving-kindness,
and according to thy tender mercies blot out all my
transgressions!”
Allow me now to put what I have to say in a practical
form:—
1. When you review your mercies, consider
how you are affected by them. It is easy, I know,
to say, and to say so far truly, “Thank God
for them!” Yet the whole spirit in which they
are possessed may be intensely selfish. We may
have been seeking our life in them to the very exclusion
of God from our hearts, forgetting that “a man’s
life,” says our Lord, “consisteth not
in the abundance of the things which he possesseth.”
What things? Any creature things whatever!
To make these our life, that is, our happiness,
or to esteem them as essential to our happiness, is,
as our Lord adds, for a man “to lay up treasures
for himself, and not to be rich towards God.”
This is that “covetousness which is idolatry,”—the
worship of Self, through what ministers to
Self.