“Mr. Rochester, I must leave you.”

“For how long, Jane?  For a few minutes, while you smooth your hair —­ which is somewhat dishevelled; and bathe your face —­ which looks feverish?”

“I must leave Adele and Thornfield.  I must part with you for my whole life:  I must begin a new existence among strange faces and strange scenes.”

“Of course:  I told you you should.  I pass over the madness about parting from me.  You mean you must become a part of me.  As to the new existence, it is all right:  you shall yet be my wife:  I am not married.  You shall be Mrs. Rochester —­ both virtually and nominally.  I shall keep only to you so long as you and I live.  You shall go to a place I have in the south of France:  a whitewashed villa on the shores of the Mediterranean.  There you shall live a happy, and guarded, and most innocent life.  Never fear that I wish to lure you into error —­ to make you my mistress.  Why did you shake your head?  Jane, you must be reasonable, or in truth I shall again become frantic.”

His voice and hand quivered:  his large nostrils dilated; his eye blazed:  still I dared to speak.

“Sir, your wife is living:  that is a fact acknowledged this morning by yourself.  If I lived with you as you desire, I should then be your mistress:  to say otherwise is sophistical —­ is false.”

“Jane, I am not a gentle-tempered man —­ you forget that:  I am not long-enduring; I am not cool and dispassionate.  Out of pity to me and yourself, put your finger on my pulse, feel how it throbs, and —­ beware!”

He bared his wrist, and offered it to me:  the blood was forsaking his cheek and lips, they were growing livid; I was distressed on all hands.  To agitate him thus deeply, by a resistance he so abhorred, was cruel:  to yield was out of the question.  I did what human beings do instinctively when they are driven to utter extremity —­ looked for aid to one higher than man:  the words “God help me!” burst involuntarily from my lips.

“I am a fool!” cried Mr. Rochester suddenly.  “I keep telling her I am not married, and do not explain to her why.  I forget she knows nothing of the character of that woman, or of the circumstances attending my infernal union with her.  Oh, I am certain Jane will agree with me in opinion, when she knows all that I know!  Just put your hand in mine, Janet —­ that I may have the evidence of touch as well as sight, to prove you are near me —­ and I will in a few words show you the real state of the case.  Can you listen to me?”

“Yes, sir; for hours if you will.”

“I ask only minutes.  Jane, did you ever hear or know that I was not the eldest son of my house:  that I had once a brother older than I?”

“I remember Mrs. Fairfax told me so once.”

“And did you ever hear that my father was an avaricious, grasping man?”

“I have understood something to that effect.”