expectation I hurried to the house in which I had requested
her to remain. I crossed the threshold unobserved,
for all was silent as the grave, and gently ascended
the stairs. The room door was partly open, and
a faint light glimmered on the table. The curtains
of the bed were undrawn, and there—there
lay gasping in the last convulsive agonies of nature—Oh,
lady! she was dying—I rushed into the room,
threw myself by her side, and implored her to live
for me. She knew me—yes, she knew
me—but at that very instant an officer with
an armed party entered the apartment. They had
watched me, and I was arrested as a deserter—arrested
did I say? Ay! but not till I had stretched one
of the insulting rascals at my feet. I was handcuffed,
and bayonets were pointed at my breast. Vain
was every entreaty for one hour, only one hour.
The dying woman raised herself upon her pillow—she
stretched forth her hand to mine, manacled as they
were—she fell back, and Emma—yes,
my Emma was no more. Despair, rage, fury, worked
up the fiends within my soul! I struggled to
burst my fetters, dashed them at all who approached
me; but overcome at length, was borne to the common
gaol. I was tried for desertion, and, on account
of my resistance, was flogged through the fleet.
I had acted improperly as a seaman, but I had done
my duty as a man. It was not my intention to desert
my ship, but my feelings overpowered me, and I obeyed
their dictates. Yet now I felt indignant at my
punishment, and took the first opportunity to escape;
but whither could I go?—there was no protection
for me. One visit, one lonely visit was paid
to the grave of her who was now at rest for ever;
and I again entered on board the ——,
bound to the West India station. I fought in
several actions, and lost my arm. But the R* for
desertion was still against my name, and though I
obtained a pension for my wound, I could obtain none
for servitude. I cannot apply to the friends of
my youth, for they believe me dead; and who would
credit the assertions of a broken-hearted sailor?—No,
no: a few-short months, and the voyage of life
will be over; then will old Will Jennings be laid in
peace by the side of Emma Wentworth, and wait for
the last great muster before Him who searches all
hearts, and rewards those seamen who have done their
duty.” Here he ceased, while D——
turned to his wife, whose loud sobs gave witness to
the sympathy of her heart; but the agony increased
to hysteric convulsions—she sprang hastily
on her feet—shrieked, “’Tis
he! ’tis William! ’tis my uncle!”
and fell upon his neck!—Literary Magnet.
[2] Founded on facts which
actually occurred in Devonshire, a short
time
after the peace of 1815.
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STANZAS.
(For the Mirror.)
Oh! poverty, thou tyrant of the mind,
How eager would I shun thy cold embrace,
And try some hospitable shore to find!
Some welcome refuge; some more happy place.