pittance with a messmate in distress. A few scattered
grey locks peeped from beneath an old straw hat; and
one sleeve of his jacket hung unoccupied by his side—the
arm was gone. “I should like to know his
history,” said the amiable lady; “let
us send for him in.” To express a wish,
and have it gratified, were the same thing to Mrs.
D——, and in a few minutes the veteran
tar stood before them. “Would you wish to
hear a tale of woe?” cried the old man, in answer
to her request. “Ah, no! why should your
tender heart be wounded by another’s griefs?
I have been buffeted by the storms of affliction—I
have struggled against the billows of adversity—every
wave of sorrow has rolled over me; but,” added
he, while a glow of conscious integrity suffused his
furrowed cheek, “I have always done my duty;
and that conviction has buoyed me up when nearly overwhelmed
in the ocean of distress. Yet, lady, it was not
always thus: I have been happy—was
esteemed, and, as I thought, beloved. I had a
friend, in whom I reposed the highest confidence, and
my affections were devoted to one;—but,
she is gone—she is gone! and I—Yes!
we shall meet again:”—here he paused,
dashed a tear from his eye, and then proceeded:—“My
friend was faithless; he robbed me of the dearest
treasure of my heart, and blasted every hope of future
happiness. I left my native land to serve my
country; have fought her battles, and bled in her
defence. On the 29th of May, and glorious 1st
of June, 1794, I served on board the Queen Charlotte,
under gallant Howe, and was severely wounded in the
breast—but I did my duty. On that memorable
occasion, a circumstance occured which added to my
bitterness and melancholy. The decks were cleared—the
guns cast loose, and every man stood in eager expectation
at his quarters. It is an awful moment, lady,
and various conflicting emotions agitate the breast
when, in the calm stillness that reigns fore and aft,
the mind looks back upon the past, and contemplates
the future. Home, wife, children, and every tender
remembrance rush upon the soul. It is different
in the heat of action: then every faculty is
employed for conquest, that each man may have to say,
‘I have done my duty.’ But when bearing
down to engage, and silence is so profound that every
whisper may be heard, then their state of mind—it
cannot be described. Sailors know what it is,
and conquering it by cool determination and undaunted
bravery, nobly do their duty. I was stationed
at the starboard side of the quarter deck, and looked
around me with feelings incident to human nature,
yet wishing for and courting death. The admiral,
with calm composure, surrounded by his captains and
signal officers, stood upon the beak of the poop, while
brave Bowen, the master, occupied the ladder, and
gave directions to the quarter-master at the helm.
They opened their fire, and the captains of the guns
stood ready with their matches in their hand, waiting
for the word. The work of destruction commenced,