deal of uncongenial activity, I found the quiet of
my temporary haven more attractive than anything that
the great town could offer. I already knew London
well; that is to say, I had long ago satisfied (so
far as it was capable of satisfaction) that mysterious
yearning—the magnetism of millions of hearts
operating upon one—which impels every man’s
individuality to mingle itself with the immensest mass
of human life within his scope. Day after day,
at an earlier period, I had trodden the thronged thoroughfares,
the broad, lonely squares, the lanes, alleys, and
strange labyrinthine courts, the parks, the gardens
and inclosures of ancient studious societies, so retired
and silent amid the city-uproar, the markets, the
foggy streets along the river-side, the bridges,—I
had sought all parts of the metropolis, in short, with
an unweariable and indiscriminating curiosity; until
few of the native inhabitants, I fancy, had turned
so many of its corners as myself. These aimless
wanderings (in which my prime purpose and achievement
were to lose my way, and so to find it the more surely)
had brought me, at one time or another, to the sight
and actual presence of almost all the objects and
renowned localities that I had read about, and which
had made London the dream-city of my youth. I
had found it better than my dream; for there is nothing
else in life comparable (in that species of enjoyment,
I mean) to the thick, heavy, oppressive, sombre delight
which an American is sensible of, hardly knowing whether
to call it a pleasure or a pain, in the atmosphere
of London. The result was, that I acquired a
home-feeling there, as nowhere else in the world,—though
afterwards I came to have a somewhat similar sentiment
in regard to Rome; and as long as either of those
two great cities shall exist, the cities of the Past
and of the Present, a man’s native soil may crumble
beneath his feet without leaving him altogether homeless
upon earth.
Thus, having once fully yielded to its influence,
I was in a manner free of the city, and could approach
or keep away from it as I pleased. Hence it happened,
that, living within a quarter of an hour’s rush
of the London Bridge Terminus, I was oftener tempted
to spend a whole summer-day in our garden than to
seek anything new or old, wonderful or commonplace,
beyond its precincts. It was a delightful garden,
of no great extent, but comprising a good many facilities
for repose and enjoyment, such as arbors and garden-seats,
shrubbery, flower-beds, rose-bushes in a profusion
of bloom, pinks, poppies, geraniums, sweet-peas, and
a variety of other scarlet, yellow, blue, and purple
blossoms, which I did not trouble myself to recognize
individually, yet had always a vague sense of their
beauty about me. The dim sky of England has a
most happy effect on the coloring of flowers, blending
richness with delicacy in the same texture; but in
this garden, as everywhere else, the exuberance of
English verdure had a greater charm than any tropical