She had recoiled into the narrow hall, driven by an uncontrollable revulsion; and there she stood, pale and quivering with a disgust that only deepened as she looked her last upon the shaded face and the inanimate frame in the chair.  Rachel could not account for the intensity of her feeling; it bordered upon nausea, and for a time prevented her from retracing the single step which at length enabled her to shut both doors as quietly as she had opened them, after switching off the light from force of habit.  There was another light still glowing in the hall, and, again from habit, Rachel put it out also before setting foot upon the stairs.  A moment later she was standing terror-stricken in the dark.

It was no sound from the study, but the tiniest of metallic rattles from the flap of the letter-box in the front door.  The wind might have done it, for the flap had lost its spring; and, though the noise was not repeated, to the wind Rachel put it down, as she mounted the stairs at last in a flutter that caused her both shame and apprehension.  Her nerve was going, and she needed it so!  It should not go; it should not; and as if to steady it, she opened the landing window, and spent some minutes gazing out into the cool and starry night.  Not that she could see very far.  The backs of houses hid half the stars in front and on either hand, making, with the back of this house and its fellows, a kind of square turned inside out.  Miserable little gardens glimmered through an irregular network of grimy walls, with here and there a fair tree in autumnal tatters; but Rachel looked neither at these nor at the stars that lit them dimly.  In a single window of those right opposite a single lamp had burnt all night.  It was the only earthly light that Rachel could see, the only one of earth or heaven upon which she looked; and she discovered it with thanksgiving, and tore her eyes away from it with a prayer.

In time the trunk was packed, and incontinently carried downstairs, by an effort which left Rachel racked in every muscle and swaying giddily.  But she could not have made much noise, for still there was no sign from the study.  She scarcely paused to breathe.  A latchkey closed the door behind her very softly; she was in the crisp, clean air at last.

But it was no hour for finding cabs; it was the hour of the scavenger and no other being; and Rachel walked into broad sunlight before she spied a solitary hansom.  It was then she did the strangest thing; instead of driving straight back for her trunk, when near the house she gave the cabman other directions, subsequently stopping him at one with a card in the window.

A woman answered the bell with surprising celerity, and a face first startled and then incensed at the sight of Mrs. Minchin.

“So you never came!” cried the woman, bitterly.

“I was prevented,” Rachel replied coldly.  “Well?”

And the monosyllable was a whisper.