and went off gaily, while a vision came before me of the crowd of cripples that will be hobbling around when the war is over.  It stayed with me all the afternoon while I shook hands with one after another in their shining gray and gold uniforms.  Latest of all came little Guy, Mr. F.’s youngest clerk, the pet of the firm as well as of his home, a mere boy of sixteen.  Such senseless sacrifices seem a sin.  He chattered brightly, but lingered about, saying good-bye.  He got through it bravely until Edith’s husband incautiously said, “You didn’t kiss your little sweetheart,” as he always called Ellie, who had been allowed to sit up.  He turned suddenly, broke into agonizing sobs and ran down the steps.  I went right up to my room.

Suddenly the midnight stillness was broken by the sound of trumpets and flutes.  It was a serenade, by her lover, to the young lady across the street.  She leaves to-morrow for her home in Boston, he joins the Confederate army in Virginia.  Among the callers yesterday she came and astonished us all by the change in her looks.  She is the only person I have yet seen who seems to realize the horror that is coming.  Was this pallid, stern-faced creature, the gentle, glowing Nellie whom we had welcomed and admired when she came early last fall with her parents to enjoy a Southern winter?

May 10, 1861.—­I am tired and ashamed of myself.  Last week I attended a meeting of the lint society to hand in the small contribution of linen I had been able to gather.  We scraped lint till it was dark.  A paper was shown, entitled the “Volunteer’s Friend,” started by the girls of the high school, and I was asked to help the girls with it.  I positively declined.  To-day I was pressed into service to make red flannel cartridge-bags for ten-inch columbiads.  I basted while Mrs. S. sewed, and I felt ashamed to think that I had not the moral courage to say, “I don’t approve of your war and won’t help you, particularly in the murderous part of it.”

May 27, 1861.—­This has been a scenic Sabbath.  Various companies about to depart for Virginia occupied the prominent churches to have their flags consecrated.  The streets were resonant with the clangor of drums and trumpets.  E. and myself went to Christ Church because the Washington Artillery were to be there.

June 13.—­To-day has been appointed a Fast Day.  I spent the morning writing a letter on which I put my first Confederate postage-stamp.  It is of a brown color and has a large 5 in the center.  To-morrow must be devoted to all my foreign correspondents before the expected blockade cuts us off.

June 29.—­I attended a fine luncheon yesterday at one of the public schools.  A lady remarked to a school official that the cost of provisions in the Confederacy was getting very high, butter, especially, being scarce and costly.  “Never fear, my dear madame,” he replied.  “Texas alone can furnish butter enough to supply the whole Confederacy; we’ll soon be getting it from there.”  It’s just as well to have this sublime confidence.