“I am going to arrange your hair as the Allgau girls wear it. That will suit you very well, for you look like an Allgau girl yourself—sturdy, and brown, and round. You look like Dame Landfried’s daughter at Zusmarshofen.”
“Why like her daughter? What made you think of her?” asked Barefoot, and she trembled all over.
How was it that she was just now reminded again of Dame Landfried, who had been in her mind from childhood, and who had once appeared to her like the benevolent spirit in a fairy-tale? But Barefoot had no ring that she could turn and cause her to appear; but mentally she could conjure her up, and that she often did, almost involuntarily.
“Hold still, or I’ll pull your hair,” said the farmer’s wife; and Barefoot sat motionless, scarcely daring to breathe. And while her hair was being parted in the middle, and she sat with her arms folded and allowed her mistress to do what she liked with her, and while her mistress, who was expecting a baby very soon, bustled about her, she really felt as if she had suddenly been bewitched; she did not say a word for fear of breaking the charm, but sat with her eyes cast down in modest submission.
“I wish I could dress you thus for your own wedding,” said the farmer’s wife, who seemed to be overflowing with kindness today. “I should like to see you mistress of a respectable farm, and you would not be a bad bargain for any man; but nowadays such things don’t happen, for money runs after money. Well, do you be contented—so long as I live you shall not want for anything; and if I die—and I don’t know, but I seem to fear the heavy hour so much this time—look, you will not forsake my children, but will be a mother to them, will you not?”
“Oh, good heavens! How can you think of such a thing?” cried Barefoot, and the tears ran down her cheeks. “That is a sin; for one may commit a sin by letting thoughts enter one’s mind that are not right.”
“Yes, yes, you may be right,” said the farmer’s wife. “But wait—sit still a moment; I will bring you my necklace and put it around your neck.”
“No, pray don’t do that! I can wear nothing that is not my own; I should sink to the ground for shame of myself.”
“Yes, but you can’t go as you are. Or have you, perhaps, something of your own?”
Hereupon Barefoot said that she, to be sure, had a necklace which had been presented to her as a child by Dame Landfried, but that on account of Damie’s emigration it was in pledge with the sexton’s widow.
Barefoot was then told to sit still and to promise not to look at herself in the glass until the farmer’s wife returned; and the latter hurried away to get the ornament, herself being surety for the money lent upon it.
What a thrill now went through Barefoot’s soul as she sat there! She who had always waited upon others was now being waited upon herself!—and indeed almost as if under a spell. She was almost afraid of the dance; for she was now being treated so well, so kindly, and perhaps at the dance she might be pushed about and ignored, and all her outward adornment and inward happiness would go for nothing.