friendly with the friendly lad, and at times forgot
herself and would spend two or three minutes chatting
and laughing with him. When Elsie happened to
see this there were terrible scenes. First she
would make the wildest accusations against Freneli,
until she could talk no more and was completely out
of breath; when in this state she would sometimes rush
at her, and would have tried to beat her if she had
had the strength. Then she would pitch into Uli;
a hundred times he would have to hear that he was
a filthy fellow and only a servant; that she saw what
she had to expect if she was such a fool as folks
thought; but, thank heaven, there was still time enough,
and she wouldn’t be such a fool as to bring her
money to a man who she was afraid would waste it all
on women. Then she would begin to bawl at such
false statements, and say she was going to die either
by hanging or shooting herself. Often she would
become reconciled in the midst of her tears, and Uli
had to promise not to run after others any more, and
not to say another good word to that old Freneli,
who just wanted to lead him on and astray. Again,
the quarrel would continue and Elsie would sulk.
Then Uli would think: a girl that was so jealous,
and so often told him he was a servant, and bawled
and sulked so much, wouldn’t be the most agreeable
kind of wife; it would be hard living with her, and
it would be better if he drove the whole thing out
of his mind. But as soon as he became indifferent
to her sulks, Elsie grew anxious and sought a reconciliation;
then she would buy him something, or seek some other
opportunity to flatter Uli, and beg him to love her,
for she had no other joy in life. And when she
made him so angry he mustn’t take it ill of
her; she only did it because her love was so great
and she didn’t want anybody else to have him—etc.,
etc. When she once had him to herself she
wouldn’t be jealous any more; but so long as
she was all in the air and didn’t know where
she stood, she often felt as if she’d rather
die. And she didn’t really know whether
Uli loved her, either; sometimes it seemed to her that,
if he loved her very much, he’d go at it quite
differently, and take hold of things better; but he
was just like a wooden doll and never lifted a hand.
Then when Uli would say that he didn’t know
how to do any better, that he too didn’t exactly
know whether Elsie really wanted him, and if she was
in earnest about it she should speak with her parents,
or they would go to the pastor and announce their
engagement and then see what would come of it, Elsie
would say that there was no hurry about it; they could
get married any time; the chief thing was that he
should love her, and then a year would be soon enough,
or if he went at it right (that depended on him, she
would see about it), six months; but with that Freneli
he must have nothing more to do or she would scratch
both their eyes out and the hussy would have to leave
the house.