Take the life insurance and use it on that claim, for you and Vic.  Live out in the open and get well, and make a man of Vic.  Three thousand dollars ought to be ample to put the ranch on a paying basis.  And don’t blame your dad for collecting it now, when it will do the most good.  I could see no benefit in waiting and suffering, and letting you get farther downhill all the while, making it that much harder to climb back.  Go at once to your claim, and do your best—­that is what will make your dad happiest.  You will get well, and you will make a home for you and Vic, and be independent and happy.  In doing this you will fulfill the last, loving wish of your father.

Peter Stevenson.

P.S.  Better stock the place with goats.  Johnny Calvert thinks they would be better than sheep.

CHAPTER THREE

VIC SHOULD WORRY

Wise man or fool, Peter had taken the one way to impress obedience upon Helen May.  Had he urged and argued and kept on living, Helen May could have brought forth reasons and arguments, eloquence even, to combat him.  But Peter had taken the simple, unanswerable way of stating his wishes, opening the way to their accomplishment, and then quietly lying back upon his pillow and letting death take him beyond reach of protest.

For days Helen May was numb with the sudden dropping of Life’s big responsibilities upon her shoulders.  She could not even summon energy enough to call Vic to an accounting of his absences from the house.  Until after the funeral Vic had been subdued, going around on his toes and looking at Helen May with wide, solemn eyes and lips prone to trembling.  But fifteen years is the resilient age, and two days after Peter was buried, Vic asked her embarrassedly if she thought it would look right for him to go to the ball game.  He had to do something, he added defensively.

“Oh, I guess so; run along,” Helen May had told him absently, without in the least realizing what it was he had wanted to do.  After that Vic went his way without going through the ceremony of asking her consent, secure in the knowledge of her indifference.

The insurance company for which she had worked set in motion the wheels that would eventually place in her hands the three thousand dollars for which Peter had calmly given his life.  She hated the money.  She wanted to tell her dad how impossible it was for her to use a cent of it.  Yet she must use it.  She must use it as he had directed, because he had died to open the way for her obedience.  She must take Vic, against his violent young will, she suspected, and she must go to that claim away off there somewhere in the desert, and she must live in the open—­and raise goats!  For there was a certain strain of Peter’s simplicity in the nature of his daughter.  His last scrawled advice was to her a command which she must obey as soon as she could muster the physical energy for obedience.