His mouth full of apology, he hurried up the stairs to the studio, only to find that Barbara herself had not yet arrived. Upon the seat of the chair in which he always posed, the legless man perceived an envelope addressed to himself. This contained a short note:
DEAR MR. BLIZZARD:
I can’t be at
the studio till eleven. Please find somewhere
about you the kindness
to wait, or at least to come again at
that time. You
will greatly oblige,
Yours sincerely,
BARBARA FERRIS.
Blizzard read his note three times; it was very friendly. The “Yours sincerely” touched his imagination. Especially the “Yours.”
“Yours,” he said, “mine,” and with a sudden idiocy of passion he crushed the note to his lips. And then, as if with remorse at having been rough with a helpless thing, he smoothed out the crumpled sheet, and placed it, together with its envelope, in that pocket which was nearest to his heart. Then he seated himself on the edge of the model’s platform, laid his crutches aside, closed his eyes, and for perhaps five minutes slept, motionless as a statue, except that now and then his ears twitched. At the end of five minutes, he waked, greatly refreshed, and ready, if the need should arise, to sit up the whole of the following night.
There was a sound of a man’s steps mounting the stairs. And then a brisk knocking on the studio door.
“Come in,” said Blizzard.
Dr. Ferris entered, hesitated, and then closed the door behind him.
“You’ll pardon me,” said Blizzard coolly, “if I don’t get up?”
“Yes—yes,” said Dr. Ferris, and in his handsome eyes was a look of pain and pity.
“It isn’t easy for me to get up,” Blizzard continued in the same cool, emotionless voice, “you can see for yourself. I can’t spring to my feet—like other men. Do you know who I am?”
“Yes,” said Dr. Ferris, “I’m afraid I do. But they told me the name of the man who has been posing for Miss Ferris was Blizzard. Your name—”
“My name,” said Blizzard, “is forgotten.”
Dr. Ferris bowed gravely. “Quite so, Mr. Blizzard,” he said.
“Miss Barbara,” said Blizzard, watching closely the effect upon the older man of the familiarity, “will not be here till eleven. And as you and I cannot possibly have anything pleasant to say to each other, and as you, although the older man, are far better off than I am for means of locomotion, and as even thinking of you has something the effect upon my stomach that mustard and warm water would have—”
“If you have any mercy in your heart,” said Dr. Ferris, his mouth distorted with emotion, “don’t talk to me that way. What made a hell of your life has made a hell of mine.”
The look of cold hatred in Blizzard’s face changed at once to curiosity. “Really?” he said; “you mean that?”
“It is the truth.”