here he had crept to die like a beggar! I looked
at the flock bed, and felt my heart grow sick within
me. The corpse of a man, apparently about sixty,
lay stretched upon it, and on his hollow and emaciated
features the hand of death had printed the ravages
of many days. The veins had ceased to give even
the appearance of life to the discoloured skin; the
eyelids were deep sunken, and the whole countenance
was (and none but those accustomed to gaze on the face
of the dead can understand me) utterly expressionless.
But if a sight like this was sickening and horrible,
what shall I say of the miserable being to whom a
temporary oblivion was giving strength for renewed
agony? He had apparently been sitting at the
foot of the corpse, and, as the torpor of heavy slumber
stole over him, had sunk forward, his hand still retaining
the hand of the dead man. His face was hid; but
his figure, and the thick curls of dark hair, bespoke
early youth. I judged him at most, to be two-and-twenty.
I began my task of measuring the body, and few can
tell the shudder which thrilled my frame as the carpenter’s
rule passed those locked hands—the vain
effort of the living still to claim kindred with the
dead! It was over, and I stole from the room,
cautiously and silently as I entered. Once, and
only once, I turned to gaze at the melancholy group.
There lay the corpse, stiff and unconscious; there
sat the son, in an unconsciousness yet more terrible,
since it could not last. There, pale and tearless,
stood the wife of him, who, in his dying hour, cursed
her child and his. How little she dreamed of
such a scene when her meek lips first replied to his
vows of affection! How little she dreamed of such
a scene when she first led that father to the cradle
of his sleeping boy! when they bent together with
smiles of affection, to watch his quiet slumber, and
catch the gentle breathing of his parted lips!
I had scarcely reached the landing-place before the
wretched woman’s hand was laid lightly on my
arm to arrest my progress. Her noiseless step
had followed me without my being aware of it.
‘How soon will your work be done?’ said
she, in a suffocated voice. ‘To-morrow I
could be here again,’ answered I. ‘To-morrow!
and what am I to do, if my boy wakes before that time?’
and her voice became louder and hoarse with fear.
’He will go mad, I am sure he will; his brain
will not hold against these horrors. Oh! that
God would hear me!—that God would hear
me! and let that slumber sit on his senses till the
sight of the father that cursed him is no longer present
to us! Heaven be merciful to me!’ and with
the last words she clasped her hands convulsively,
and gazed upwards. I had known opiates administered
to sufferers whose grief for their bereavement almost
amounted to madness. I mentioned this hesitatingly
to the widow, and she eagerly caught at it. ‘Yes!
that would do,’ exclaimed she; ’that would
do, if I could but get him past that horrible moment!
But stay; I dare not leave him alone as he is, even