“If to-day were only ten years on ...  As it is it would be madness ... madness and squalor and the end of everything ...  Between us we haven’t a couple of pennies to rub together ...  How she rides! ...  She was never meant for Brixton ...  No, nor I ...  Why didn’t I hold my tongue? ...  Oh what a fool, what a fool!  Thank Heaven the horses come out of a livery stable ...  They can’t go on for ever and—­oh, my God! there are rabbit-holes on the Downs.”  And his voice rose to a shout:  “Stella!  Stella!”

But she never looked over her shoulder.  She fled the more desperately, shamed through and through!  Along the high ridge, between the bushes and the beech-trees, their shadows flitted over the turf, to a jingle of bits and the thunder of hoofs.  Duncton Beacon rose far behind them; they had crossed the road and Charlton forest was slipping past like dark water before the mad race came to an end.  Stella became aware that escape was impossible.  Her horse was spent, she herself reeling.  She let her reins drop loose and the gallop changed to a trot, the trot to a walk.  She noticed with gratitude that Thresk was giving her time.  He too had fallen to a walk behind her, and quite slowly he came to her side.  She turned to him at once.

“This is good country for a gallop, isn’t it?”

“Rabbit-holes though,” said he.  “You were lucky.”

He answered absently.  There was something which had got to be said now.  He could not let this girl to whom he owed—­well, the only holiday that he had ever taken, go home shamed by a mistake, which after all she had not made.  He was very near indeed to saying yet more.  The inclination was strong in him, but not so strong as the methods of his life.  Marriage now—­that meant to his view the closing of all the avenues of advancement, and a life for both below both their needs.

“Stella, just listen to me.  I want you to know that had things been different I should have rejoiced beyond words.”

“Oh, don’t!” she cried.

“I must,” he answered and she was silent.  “I want you to know,” he repeated, stammering and stumbling, afraid lest each word meant to heal should only pierce the deeper.  “Before I came here there was no one.  Since I came here there has been—­you.  Oh, my dear, I would have been very glad.  But I am obscure—­without means.  There are years in front of me before I shall be anything else.  I couldn’t ask you to share them—­or I should have done so before now.”

In her mind ran the thought:  what queer unimportant things men think about!  The early years!  Wouldn’t their difficulties, their sorrows be the real savour of life and make it worth remembrance, worth treasuring?  But men had the right of speech.  Not again would she forget that.  She bowed her head and he blundered on.

“For you there’ll be a better destiny.  There’s that great house in the Park with its burnt walls.  I should like to see that rebuilt and you in your right place, its mistress.”  And his words ceased as Stella abruptly turned to him.  She was breathing quickly and she looked at him with a wonder in her trouble.