“No—­no—­” Damaris cried again.

Yet she kept her hands on Faircloth’s shoulders, clinging to him in the excessive travail of her innocent spirit—­though he racked her—­for sympathy and for help.

“For whom, after all, did you take me?” he repeated.  “If there wasn’t considerable cause it would be incredible you should make such a mistake.  Can you deny that I am hall-marked, that the fact of my parentage is written large in my flesh?”

He felt her eyes fixed on him, painfully straining to see him through the rain and darkness; and, when she spoke again, he knew she knew that he did not lie.

“But wasn’t it wrong” she said.

“I suppose so.  Only as it gave me life and as I love life I’m hardly the person to deliver an unbiased opinion on that point.”

“Then you are not sad, you are not angry?” Damaris presently and rather unexpectedly asked.

“Yes—­at times both, but not often or for long together.  As I tell you I love life—­love it too well to torment myself much about the manner of my coming by it.  It might show more refinement of feeling perhaps to hang my head and let a certain ugly word blast my prospects.  But I don’t happen to see the business that way.  On the contrary I hope to get every ounce of advantage out of it I can—­use it as a spur rather than a hobble.  And I love my profession too.  It gives you room and opportunity.  I am waiting now for my first ship, my first command.  That’s a fine thing and a strong one.  For your first ship is as a bride to you, and your first command makes you as a king among men.  Oh! on a small scale I grant; but, as far as it reaches, your authority is absolute.  On board your own ship you are master with a vengeance—­if you like.  And I do like.”

Faircloth said the last few words softly, but with a weight of meaning not to be misunderstood.  He bent down, once more, chafed Damaris’ feet and wrapped his jacket carefully round them.

“And, while you and I are alone together, there is something—­as we’ve spoken so freely—­which I want to tell you, so that there may be no misconception about me or about what I want.—­As men in my rank of life go, I am well off.  Rich—­again on a small scale; but with means sufficient to meet all my needs.  I’m not a spend-thrift by nature, luckily.  And I have amply enough not only to hold my own in my profession and win through, but to procure myself the pleasures and amusements I happen to fancy.  I want you to remember that, please.  Tell me is it quite clear to you?”

“Yes,” Damaris said, “you have made it quite clear.”

Yet for the first time he jarred on her, as with a more than superficial difference of breeding and of class.  This mention of money offended her taste, seeming to lower the level upon which their extraordinary and—­to her—­terrible conversation had thus far moved.  It hurt her with another kind of hurting—­not magnificent, not absorbing, but just common.  That in speaking of money he was protecting himself, proudly self-guarding his own honour and that of his mother, Lesbia Faircloth, never, in her innocence of what is mean and mercenary, occurred to Damaris.