Adieu.

TO JOHN GAY

Enquiries into Mr. Gay’s pursuits

Dublin, 4 May, 1732.

I am now as lame as when you writ your letter, and almost as lame as your letter itself, for want of that limb from my lady duchess, which you promised, and without which I wonder how it could limp hither.  I am not in a condition to make a true step even on Amesbury Downs, and I declare that a corporeal false step is worse than a political one:  nay, worse than a thousand political ones, for which I appeal to courts and ministers, who hobble on and prosper without the sense of feeling.  To talk of riding and walking is insulting me, for I can as soon fly as do either.  It is your pride or laziness, more than chair-hire, that makes the town expensive.  No honour is lost by walking in the dark; and in the day you may beckon a blackguard boy under a gate, near your visiting place, (experto crede,) save elevenpence, and get half-a-crown’s worth of health.  The worst of my present misfortune is, that I eat and drink, and can digest neither for want of exercise; and, to increase my misery, the knaves are sure to find me at home, and make huge void spaces in my cellars.  I congratulate with you for losing your great acquaintance; in such a case, philosophy teaches that we must submit, and be content with good ones.  I like Lord Cornbury’s refusing his pension, but I demur at his being elected for Oxford; which, I conceive, is wholly changed; and entirely devoted to new principles; so it appeared to me the two last times I was there.  I find by the whole cast of your letter, that you are as giddy and as volatile as ever:  just the reverse of Mr. Pope, who has always loved a domestic life from his youth.  I was going to wish you had some little place that you could call your own, but, I profess I do not know you well enough to contrive any one system of life that would please you.  You pretend to preach up riding and walking to the duchess, yet from my knowledge of you after twenty years, you always joined a violent desire of perpetually shifting places and company, with a rooted laziness, and an utter impatience of fatigue.  A coach and six horses is the utmost exercise you can bear; and this only when you can fill it with such company as is best suited to your taste, and how glad would you be if it could waft you in the air to avoid jolting; while I, who am so much later in life, can, or at least could, ride five hundred miles on a trotting horse.  You mortally hate writing, only because it is the thing you chiefly ought to do; as well to keep up the vogue you have in the world, as to make you easy in your fortune.  You are merciful to everything but money, your best friend, whom you treat with inhumanity.  Be assured I will hire people to watch all your motions, and to return me a faithful account.  Tell me, have you cured your absence of mind? can you attend to trifles? can you at Amesbury write domestic libels