Evening company I should always like had I any mornings,
but I am saturated with human faces (
divine
forsooth!) and voices all the golden morning; and five
evenings in a week would be as much as I should covet
to be in company, but I assure you that is a wonderful
week in which I can get two, or one, to myself.
I am never C.L., but always C.L. & Co. He who
thought it not good for man to be alone, preserve
me from the more prodigious monstrosity of being never
by myself! I forget bed-time, but even there
these sociable frogs clamber up to annoy me. Once
a week, generally some singular evening that, being
alone, I go to bed at the hour I ought always to be
a-bed; just close to my bed-room window is the club-room
of a public-house, where a set of singers, I take them
to be chorus singers of the two theatres (it must be
both of them), begin their orgies. They
are a set of fellows (as I conceive) who, being limited
by their talents to the burthen of the song at the
play-houses, in revenge have got the common popular
airs by Bishop, or some cheap composer, arranged for
choruses, that is, to be sung all in chorus.
At least, I never can catch any of the text of the
plain song, nothing but the Babylonish choral howl
at the tail on’t. ’That fury being
quench’d’—the howl I mean—a
burden succeeds of shouts and clapping, and knocking
of the table. At length overtasked nature drops
under it, and escapes for a few hours into the society
of the sweet silent creatures of dreams, which go
away with mocks and mows at cockcrow. And then
I think of the words Christabel’s father used
(bless me, I have dipt in the wrong ink!) to say every
morning by way of variety when he awoke:
Every knell, the Baron saith,
Wakes us up to a world of death—
or something like it. All I mean by this senseless
interrupted tale, is, that by my central situation
I am a little over-companied. Not that I have
any animosity against the good creatures that are so
anxious to drive away the harpy solitude from me.
I like ’em, and cards, and a cheerful glass;
but I mean merely to give you an idea between office
confinement and after-office society, how little time
I can call my own. I mean only to draw a picture,
not to make an inference. I would not that I
know of have it otherwise. I only wish sometimes
I could exchange some of my faces and voices for the
faces and voices which a late visitation brought most
welcome, and carried away, leaving regret, but more
pleasure, even a kind of gratitude, at being so often
favoured with that kind northern visitation. My
London faces and noises don’t hear me—I
mean no disrespect, or I should explain myself, that
instead of their return 220 times a year, and the
return of W.W., &c., seven times in 104 weeks, some
more equal distribution might be found. I have
scarce room to put in Mary’s kind love, and
my poor name ...—goes on lecturing....
I mean to hear some of the course, but lectures are