Many of our companions were drowned at this place,
and many were forced into canoes and hurried away
to be sacrificed. It was horrible to hear the
cries of these unfortunate captives, calling upon
us for aid which we were unable to give, and invoking
the blessed Virgin and all the saints in vain for deliverance.
Others of our companions escaped across those gaps
in the causeway, by clambering over the confused mass
of dead bodies and luggage by which they were filled,
and were calling out for assistance to help them up
on the other side; while many of them, thinking themselves
in safety when they got to the firm ground, were there
seized by the Mexicans, or killed with war clubs.
All the regularity which had hitherto guided our march
was now utterly lost and abandoned. Cortes and
all the mounted officers and soldiers galloped off
along the causeway, providing for their own immediate
safety, and leaving all the rest to save ourselves
as we best might: Nor can I blame them for this
procedure, as the cavalry could do nothing against
the enemy, who threw themselves into the water on both
sides of the causeway when attacked, while others,
by continual flights of arrows from the houses, or
with long lances from the canoes on each side, killed
and wounded the men and horses. Our powder was
all expended, so that we were unable to do any injury
to the Mexicans in the canoes. In this situation
of utter confusion and derout, the only thing we could
do was by uniting together in bands of thirty or forty,
to endeavour to force our way to the land: When
the Indians closed upon us, we exerted our utmost
efforts to drive them off with our swords, and then
hurried our march to get over the causeway as soon
as possible. Had we waited for each other, or
had our retreat been in the day, we had all been inevitably
destroyed. The escape of such as made their way
to land, was due to the mercy of God who gave us strength
to force our way; for the multitudes that surrounded
us, and the melancholy sight of our companions hurried
away in the canoes to instant sacrifice, was horrible
in the extreme. About fifty of us, mostly soldiers
of Cortes, with a few of those who came with Narvaez,
stuck together in a body, and made our way along the
causeway through infinite difficulty and danger.
Every now and then strong parties of Indians assailed
us, calling us luilones, their severest term
of reproach, and using their utmost endeavours to seize
us. As soon as we thought them within reach,
we faced about and repelled them with a few thrusts
of our swords, and then resumed our march. We
thus proceeded, until at last we reached the firm
ground near Tacuba, where Cortes, Sandoval, De Oli,
Salcedo, Dominguez, Lares, and others of the cavalry,
and such of the infantry as had got across the bridge
before it was broken down, had already arrived[6].