the manifestation of the will of his gods that we
should all be put to death or expelled from Mexico:
He therefore, as our sincere friend, earnestly recommended
that we should not run the risk of incurring the indignation
of his subjects, but should save our lives by a retreat
whilst that remained within our power. Cortes
and the rest were naturally much alarmed at this;
but Cortes answered that he was principally concerned,
because in the first place, he had no vessels for
returning into his own country, and in the next place
he would be under the necessity of taking Montezuma
along with him, that he might present him to our emperor.
He therefore entreated Montezuma to use every influence
to restrain his priests and warriors from proceeding
to violence, until we had time to build three ships
for our conveyance, and offered immediately to send
our ship-builders to fell timber and construct the
vessels on the coast, requesting the king to order
the assistance of his carpenters for this purpose,
that there might be no delay. He repeated his
request, that Montezuma would employ all his influence
to prevent any insurrection in the city, and his endeavours
to appease his priests and gods, providing that no
human sacrifices were resorted to for that purpose.
Martin Lopez, our principal ship-builder, was immediately
dispatched to Villa Rica to commence building the
three ships, which were put on the stocks without
delay. During this interval, we remained in Mexico
full of terror of being attacked by the whole force
of a numerous and warlike people, exasperated by the
insults we had heaped on their sovereign and their
religious belief. Our apprehensions were continually
kept alive by the information we received from Donna
Marina, and the page Orteguilla; who, by understanding
the language, obtained much information which must
otherwise have escaped our knowledge. We kept
however constant guard over Montezuma, and the strictest
military discipline in our quarters, sleeping always
in our armour, and having our horses saddled and bridled
every night. Without meaning it as any boast,
I may say this of myself, that my armour became as
easy and familiar to me as if it had been a soft down
bed. And so habituated am I to this, that now
in my old age, when I make the circuit of my district,
I never take a bed along with me, unless attended
by stranger gentlemen, when I do so merely to avoid
the appearance of poverty or avarice. Yet, even
when I have one, I always sleep in my clothes; neither
can I rest throughout the night, but get up to contemplate
the stars, walking about without hat or cap, as I used
to do on guard; yet thank GOD I never get cold, nor
am I the worse for this practice. This is to
be a true soldier! My readers must pardon this
digression, which does not proceed from vanity, but
to let him know what kind of men we were, the real
conquerors of Mexico[11].
[1] Clavigero calls this the god of providence, the
soul of the world, the
creator of heaven and earth,
and the master of ill things, the
rewarder of the just and the
punisher of the wicked.—E.