deal of company in his own house, whom I do not think
it necessary to particularise, though they were generally
of distinction for talent or rank, or both together.
He heard C. Kemble read Henry VIII., which “I
did much enjoy. Will. Shakspeare when most
known is most admired.” On 19th January
he preached a sermon, but his note upon it is not
like the last. “I liked it, but it did not
seem to take as I had expected. Have been much
meditating this week on many matters, Church especially:
find myself unsettled, I fear, but I think I have
the remedy, which is to keep my attention fixed rather
on practical than on speculative points. We cannot
agree on the one; on the other we may, and good men
do.” March 2, 1845: “I confess
that the Romanising tendencies so openly avowed in
the Church of England alarm me. The question
occurs, Is not this a necessary, or at least a natural
tendency of High Churchism?” Speaking of meetings
of his Synod, he says “it is wretched work,
which ended, indeed, in doing nothing.”
One member had spoken with much bitterness, which
he says, “thank God, I do not feel.” 3d
April 1845: “We are in a nice mess about
this Old Town business. Two different communion
offices in one day in the same chapel. Is it
possible that this could ever have been contemplated
by the canon? I do fear the extreme and Romanising
party, and they hurt us here. The Scotch office
is supposed to identify us with them, and certainly
the comments upon it make it speak a language very
different from the English.”
June 19.—“Left home in the ‘Engineer’
coach at seven, travelled through to London without
stop, and arrived there at one o’clock:
wonderful the shortening of this journey; went with
a party to Handel’s Athalia at Exeter Hall;
tired, fagged, and sleepy as I was, I yet felt deeply
the power of the mighty master in this his mighty
work. Yes, Handel is the greatest musician the
world ever saw.”
July 18, 1845.—“Returned to London:
did little more there: arrived in Edinburgh for
Mr. Sandiland’s marriage, a great stretch of
friendship in me, for it has discomposed all our summer
plans.” On 15th August there is an entry
too characteristic to be omitted:—“Have
been thinking a great deal about the state of matters
at present, and the sort of demeanour I should exhibit
to the world. I should be very cautious—hardly
give an opinion if conflicting statements, and certainly
not gossip about them—certainly not speak
harshly or severely of any. Keep my own course,
work hard, and endeavour to conciliate; rather lean
to high than low side.” November 10, 1845:
“at a meeting to hear Dr. Simpson, Mr. Macfarlane,
and Norman Macleod give an account of their mission
to North America: interesting. Macleod a
real clever fellow.”
26th November 1845.—“The consecration
of Dalkeith Chapel: we went out and stayed the
day; all good and well managed: Sermon preached
by Rev. E. B. R: approved: three bishops,
twenty clergy. It is really a fine thing for
a man to have done; a beautiful chapel; hope it won’t
be extreme.”