How still it was!  At first she started at every sound:  the barely audible opening and shutting of a pew door by some careful hand; the grating of wheels on the cobblestones outside as a carriage was driven to the entrance; the love-calls of sparrows building in the climbing oak around the Gothic windows.

Soon, however, her ear became sealed to all outward disturbance.  She had fled to the church, driven by many young impulses, but among them was the keen hope that her new Sorrow, which had begun to follow her everywhere since she awoke, would wait outside when she entered those doors:  so dark a spirit would surely not stalk behind her into the very splendor of the Spotless.  But as she now let her eyes wander down the isle to the chancel railing where she had knelt at confirmation, where bridal couples knelt in receiving the benediction, Isabel felt that this new Care faced her from there as from its appointed shrine; she even fancied that in effect it addressed to her a solemn warning: 

“Isabel, think not to escape me in this place!  It is here that Rowan must seem to you most unworthy and most false; to have wronged you most cruelly.  For it was here, at this altar, that you had expected to kneel beside him and be blessed in your marriage.  In years to come, sitting where you now sit, you may live to see him kneel here with another, making her his wife.  But for you, Isabel, this spot must ever mean the renunciation of marriage, the bier of love.  Then do not think to escape me here, me, who am Remembrance.”

And Isabel, as though a command had been laid upon her, with her eyes fixed on the altar over which the lights of the stained glass windows were joyously playing, gave herself up to memories of all the innocent years that she had known Rowan and of the blind years that she had loved him.

She was not herself aware that marriage was the only sacrament of religion that had ever possessed interest for her.  Recollection told her no story of how even as a child she had liked to go to the crowded church with other children and watch the procession of the brides—­all mysterious under their white veils, and following one and another so closely during springs and autumns that in truth they were almost a procession.  Or with what excitement she had watched each walk out, leaning on the arm of the man she had chosen and henceforth to be called his in ail things to the end while the loud crash of the wedding march closed their separate pasts with a single melody.

But there were mothers in the church who, attracted by the child’s expression, would say to each other a little sadly perhaps, that love and marriage were destined to be the one overshadowing or overshining experience in life to this most human and poetic soul.