’that I have plenty of paper at home. However,
I can make use of everything.’ Saying this,
she accepted my present with a slight nod and put
it into her basket. ‘Perhaps you’ll
take some cake?’ she asked, sorting her wares,
‘although the best have been sold.’
I declined, but told her that I had another wish.
‘And what may that be?’ she asked, putting
her arm through the handle of her basket, drawing herself
up to her full height, and flashing her eyes angrily
at me. I lost no time telling her that I was
a lover of music, although only a recent convert,
and that I had heard her singing such beautiful songs,
especially one. ‘You—heard me—singing?’
she flared up. ‘Where?’ I then told
her that I lived near her, and that I had been listening
to her while she was at work in the courtyard; that
one of her songs had pleased me particularly, and
that I had tried to play it after her on my violin.
‘Can you be the man,’ she exclaimed, ‘who
scrapes so on the fiddle?’ As I mentioned before,
I was only a beginner at that time and not until later,
by dint of much hard work, did I acquire the necessary
dexterity;” the old man interrupted himself,
while with the fingers of his left hand he made movements
in the air, as though he were playing the violin.
“I blushed violently,” he continued the
narrative, “and I could see by the expression
of her face that she repented her harsh words.
‘My dear young woman,’ I said, ’the
scraping arises from the fact that I do not possess
the music of the song, and for this reason I should
like to ask you most respectfully for a copy of it.’
’For a copy?’ she exclaimed. ’The
song is printed and is sold at every street-corner.’
‘The song?’ I replied. ’You
probably mean only the words!’ ‘Why, yes;
the words, the song.’ ’But the melody
to which it is sung—’ ‘Are
such things written down?’ she asked. ‘Surely,’
was my reply, ‘that is the most important part.’
’And how did you learn it, my dear young woman?’
’I heard some one singing it, and then I sang
it after her.’ I was astonished at this
natural gift. And I may add in passing that uneducated
people often possess the greatest natural talent.
But, after all, this is not the proper thing, not real
art. I was again plunged into despair. ‘But
which song do you want?’ she asked. ‘I
know so many.’ ‘All without the notes?’
’Why, of course. Now which was it?’
‘It is so very beautiful,’ I explained.
’Right at the beginning the melody rises, then
it becomes fervent, and finally it ends very softly.
You sing it more frequently than the others.’
’Oh, I suppose it’s this one,’ she
said, setting down her basket, and placing her foot
on the stool. Then, keeping time by nodding her
head, she sang the song in a very low, yet clear voice,
so beautifully and so charmingly that, before she
had quite finished, I tried to grasp her hand, which
was hanging at her side. ‘What do you mean!’
she cried, drawing back her arm, for she probably
thought I intended to take her hand immodestly.
I wanted to kiss it, although she was only a poor
girl.—Well, after all, I too am poor now!