KING. And not thy hand?
QUEEN (bursting into tears).
O help me, gracious God!
KING. This hand is not pest-stricken,
Leonore,
Go
I to battle, as I ought and must,
It
will be smeared and drenched with hostile blood;
Pure
water will remove the noisome slime,
And
for thy “welcome” I shall bring it pure.
Like
water for the gross and earthly stain
There
is a cleanser for our sullied souls.
Thou
art, as Christian, strong enough in faith
To
know repentance hath a such-like might.
We
others, wont to live a life of deeds,
Are
not inclined to modest means like this,
Which
takes the guilt away, but not the harm—
Yes,
half but is the fear of some new sin.
If
wishing better things, if glad resolve
Are
any hostage-bond for now and then,
Take
it—as I do give it—true and whole!
QUEEN (holding out both hands).
O God, how gladly!
KING. No, not both thy
hands!
The
right alone, though farther from the heart,
Is
giv’n as pledge of contract and of bond,
Perhaps
to indicate that not alone
Emotion,
which is rooted in our hearts,
But
reason, too, the person’s whole intent,
Must
give endurance to the plighted word.
Emotion’s
tide is swift of change as time;
That
which is pondered, has abiding strength.
QUEEN (offering him her right hand).
That too! Myself entire!
KING. Trembleth thy hand!
(Dropping her hand.)
O noble wife, I would not treat thee ill.
Believe not that, because I speak less mild,
I know less well how great has been my fault,
Nor honor less the kindness of thy heart.
QUEEN. ’Tis easy to forgive; to comprehend
Is
much more difficult. How it could be,
I
understand it not!
KING. My wife and
queen,
We
lived as children till but recently.
As
such our hands were joined in marriage vows,
And
then as guileless children lived we on.
But
children grow, with the increase of years,
And
ev’ry stage of our development
By
some discomfort doth proclaim itself.
Often
it is a sickness, warning us
That
we are diff’rent—other, though the
same,
And
other things are fitting in the same.
So
is it with our inmost soul as well—
It
stretches out, a wider orbit gains,