MEDEA. Quiet, thou sayst, and patient?
Were my heart
Not
closed to thee e’en now, as e’er it was,
Then
couldst thou see the bitter, smarting pain
Which,
ever swelling like an angry sea,
Tosses,
now here, now there, the laboring wreck
That
is my grief, and, veiling it from sight
In
awful desolation, sweeps it forth
O’er
boundless ocean-wastes! I sorrow not
Because
the babes are dead; my only grief
Is
that they ever lived, that thou and I
Must
still live on!
JASON. Alas!
MEDEA. Bear thou the lot
That
fortune sends thee; for, to say the truth,
Thou
richly hast deserved it!—Even as thou
Before
me liest on the naked earth,
So
lay I once in Colchis at thy feet
And
craved protection—but thou wouldst not hear!
Nay,
rather didst thou stretch thine eager hands
In
blind unreason forth, to lay them swift
Upon
the golden prize, although I cried,
“’Tis
Death that thou dost grasp at!”—Take
it, then,
That
prize that thou so stubbornly didst seek,
Even
Death!
I
leave thee now, forevermore.
’Tis
the last time-for all eternity
The
very last—that I shall speak with thee,
My
husband! Fare thee well! Ay, after all
The
joys that blessed our happy, happy youth,
’Mid
all the bitter woes that hem us in
On
every side, in face of all the grief
That
threatens for the future, still I say,
“Farewell,
my husband!” Now there dawns for thee
A
life of heavy sorrows; but, let come
What
may, abide it firmly, show thyself
Stronger
in suffering than in doing deeds
Men
named heroic! If thy bitter woe
Shall
make thee yearn for death, then think on me,
And
it shall comfort thee to know how mine
Is
bitterer far, because I set my hand
To
deeds, to which thou only gav’st assent.
I
go my way, and take my heavy weight
Of
sorrow with me through the wide, wide world.
A
dagger-stroke were blest release indeed;
But
no! it may not be! It were not meet
Medea
perish at Medea’s hands.
My
earlier life, before I stooped to sin,
Doth
make me worthy of a better judge
Than
I could be—I go to Delphi’s shrine,
And
there, before the altar of the god,
The
very spot whence Phrixus long ago
Did
steal the prize, I’ll hang it up again,