Though I can feel how one may learn to be.
For dread and awful thoughts do shape themselves
Within my soul; I shudder—yet rejoice
Thereat! When all is finished—Gora, hither!
GORA. What wouldst thou?
MEDEA. Come to me!
GORA. And why?
MEDEA. Come hither!
See!
There they lay, the babes—ay, and the bride,
Bleeding,
and dead! And he, the bridegroom, stood
And
looked and tore his hair! A fearful sight
And
ghastly!
GORA. Heaven forfend! What mean these words?
MEDEA. Ha, ha! Thou’rt struck
with terror then, at last?
Nay,
’tis but empty words that I did speak.
My
old, fierce will yet lives, but all my strength
Is
vanished. Oh, were I Medea still—!
But
no, I am no more! O Jason, why,
Why
hast thou used me so? I sheltered thee,
Saved
thee, and gave thee all my heart to keep;
All
that was mine, I flung away for thee!
Why
wilt thou cast me off, why spurn my love,
Why
drive the kindly spirits from my heart
And
set fierce thoughts of vengeance in their place?
I
dream of vengeance, when I have no more
The
power to wreak revenge! The charms I had
From
my own mother, that grim Colchian queen,
From
Hecate, that bound dark gods to me
To
do my bidding, I have buried them,
Ay,
and for love of thee!—have sunk them deep
In
the dim bosom of our mother Earth;
The
ebon wand, the veil of bloody hue,
Gone!—and
I stand here helpless, to my foes
No
more a thing of terror, but of scorn!
GORA. Then speak not of them if they’ll serve thee not!
MEDEA. I know well where they lie;
For
yonder on the plashy ocean-strand
I
coffined them and sank them deep in earth.
’Tis
but to toss away a little mold,
And
they are mine! But in my inmost soul
I
shudder when I think on such a venture,
And
on that blood-stained Fleece. Methinks the ghosts
Of
father, brother, brood upon their grave
And
will not let them go. Dost thou recall
How
on the pavement lay my old, gray sire
Weeping
for his dead son, and cursing loud
His
daughter? But lord Jason swung the Fleece
High
o’er his head, with fierce, triumphant shouts!
’Twas
then I swore revenge upon this traitor
Who
first did slay my best-beloved, now
Would
slay me, too! Had I my bloody charms