Yet I could not brook thy spurning,
Nor thy cruel words of scorn;
Madness in my brain is burning,
And my heart is sick and torn.
So I go, downcast and dreary,
With my pilgrim staff to stray,
Till I lay my head aweary
In some cool grave far away.
2 [3]
Cliff and castle quiver grayly
From the mirror of the Rhine
Where my little boat swims gaily;
Round her prow the ripples
shine.
Heart at ease I watch them thronging—
Waves of gold with crisping
crest,
Till awakes a half-lulled longing
Cherished deep within my breast.
Temptingly the ripples greet me
Luring toward the gulf beneath,
Yet I know that should they meet me
They would drag me to my death.
Lovely visage, treacherous bosom,
Guile beneath and smile above,
Stream, thy dimpling wavelet’s blossom
Laughs as falsely as my love.
3[4]
I despaired at first—believing
I should never bear it.
Now
I have borne it—I have borne
it.
Only never ask me How.
* * * * *
A LYRICAL INTERMEZZO (1822-23)
1[5]
’Twas in the glorious month of May,
When all the buds were blowing,
I felt—ah me, how sweet it
was!—
Love in my heart a-growing.
’Twas in the glorious month of May,
When all the birds were quiring,
In burning words I told her all
My yearning, my aspiring.
2[6]
Where’er my bitter tear-drops fall,
The fairest flowers arise;
And into choirs of nightingales
Are turned my bosom’s
sighs.
And wilt thou love me, thine shall be
The fairest flowers that spring,
And at thy window evermore
The nightingales shall sing.
3[7]
The rose and the lily, the moon and the
dove,
Once loved I them all with
a perfect love.
I love them no longer, I love alone
The Lovely, the Graceful,
the Pure, the One
Who twines in one wreath all their beauty
and love,
And rose is, and lily, and
moon and dove.
4[8]
Dear, when I look into thine eyes,
My deepest sorrow straightway flies;
But when I kiss thy mouth, ah, then
No thought remains of bygone pain!
And when I lean upon thy breast,
No dream of heaven could be more blest;
But, when thou say’st thou lovest
me,
I fall to weeping bitterly.
5[9]
Thy face, that fair, sweet face I know,
I dreamed of it awhile ago;
It is an angel’s face, so mild—
And yet, so sadly pale, poor child!
Only the lips are rosy bright,
But soon cold Death will kiss them white,
And quench the light of Paradise
That shines from out those earnest eyes.