“What, ma’m’selle!” I said; “alone in the woods!”
“Not so,” said she. “I knew you were here—somewhere, and—and—well, I thought you might be lonely.”
“You are a good angel,” I said, “always trying to make others happy.”
“Eh bien,” said she, sitting beside me, “I was lonely myself. I cannot read or study. I have neglected my lessons; I have insulted the tutor—threw my book at him, and walked away, for he sputtered at me. I do not know what is the matter. I know I am very wicked. Perhaps—ah me! perhaps it is the devil.”
“Ma’m’selle, it is appalling!” I said. “You may have injured the poor man. You must be very bad. Let me see your palm.”
I held her dainty fingers in mine, that were still hard and brown, peering into the pink hollow of her hand. She looked up curiously.
“A quick temper and a heart of gold,” I said. “If the devil has it, he is lucky, and—well, I should like to be in his confidence.”
“Ah, m’sieur,” said she, seriously, a little tremor on her lips, “I have much trouble—you do not know. I have to fight with myself.”
“You have, then, a formidable enemy,” I answered.
“But I am not quarrelsome,” said she, thoughtfully. “I am only weary of the life here. I should like to go away and be of some use in the world. I suppose it is wicked, for my papa wishes me to stay. And bah! it is a prison—a Hopital de Salpetriere!”
“Ma’m’selle,” I exclaimed, “if you talk like that I shall take you on my horse and fly with you. I shall come as your knight, as your deliverer, some day.”
“Alas!” said she, with a sigh, “you would find me very heavy. One has nothing to do here but grow lazy and—ciel!—fat.”
If my meeting with her sister had not made it impossible and absurd, I should have offered my heart to this fair young lady then and there. Now I could not make it seem the part of honor and decency. I could not help adoring her simplicity, her frankness, her beautiful form and face.
“It is no prison for me,” I said. “I do not long for deliverance. I cannot tell you how happy I have been to stay—how unhappy I shall be to leave.”
“Captain,” she said quickly, “you are not strong; you are no soldier yet.”
“Yes; I must be off to the wars.”
“And that suggests an idea,” said she, thoughtfully, her chin upon her hand.
“Which is?”
“That my wealth is ill-fortune,” she went on, with a sigh. “Men and women are fighting and toiling and bleeding and dying to make the world better, and I—I am just a lady, fussing, primping, peering into a looking-glass! I should like to do something, but they think I am too good—too holy.”
“But it is a hard business—the labors and quarrels of the great world,” I suggested.
“Well—it is God’s business,” she continued. “And am I not one of his children, and ’wist ye not that I must be about my Father’s business?’ It was not too good for the man who said that.”