“And which will she favor?”
“Alas! I have not read, and do not know her enough to judge,” was her answer; “but I shall hate her if she does not take him with the better soul.”
“And why?” I could hear my heart beating.
“Love is not love unless it be—” She paused, thinking. “Dieu! from soul to soul,” she added feelingly.
She was looking down, a white, tapered finger stirring the red petals of the rose. Then she spoke in a low, sweet tone that trembled with holy feeling and cut me like a sword of the spirit going to its very hilt in my soul.
“Love looks to what is noble,” said she, “or it is vain—it is wicked; it fails; it dies in a day, like the rose. True love, that is forever.”
“What if it be hopeless?” I whispered.
“Ah! then it is very bitter,” said she, her voice diminishing. “It may kill the body, but—but love does not die. When it comes—” There was a breath of silence that had in it a strange harmony not of this world.
“’When it comes’?” I whispered.
“You see the coming of a great king,” said she, looking down thoughtfully, her chin, upon her hand.
“And all people bow their heads,” I said.
“Yes,” she added, with a sigh, “and give their bodies to be burned, if he ask it. The king is cruel—sometimes.”
“Dieu!” said I. “He has many captives.”
She broke a sprig of fern, twirling it in her fingers; her big eyes looked up at me, and saw, I know, to the bottom of my soul.
“But long live the king!” said she, her lips trembling, her cheeks as red as the rose upon her bosom.
“Long live the king!” I murmured.
We dared go no farther. Sweet philosopher, inspired of Heaven, I could not bear the look of her, and rose quickly with dim eyes and went out of the open door. A revelation had come to me. Mere de Dieu! how I loved that woman so fashioned in thy image! She followed me, and laid her hand upon my arm tenderly, while I shook with emotion.
“Captain,” said she, in that sweet voice, “captain, what have I done?”
It was the first day of the Indian summer, a memorable season that year, when, according to an old legend, the Great Father sits idly on the mountain-tops and blows the smoke of his long pipe into the valleys. In a moment I was quite calm, and stood looking off to the hazy hollows of the far field. I gave her my arm without speaking, and we walked slowly down a garden path. For a time neither broke the silence.
“I did not know—I did not know,” she whispered presently.
“And I—must—tell you,” I said brokenly, “that I—that I—”
“Hush-sh-sh!” she whispered, her hand over my lips. “Say no more! say no more! If it is true, go—go quickly, I beg of you!”
There was such a note of pleading in her voice, I hear it, after all this long time, in the hushed moments of my life, night or day. “Go—go quickly, I beg of you!” We were both near breaking down.