midst of his torrent of enquiries about places and
things, I suddenly asked him if he would like to be
free. A gleam of light absolutely shot over his
whole countenance, like the vivid and instantaneous
lightning—he stammered, hesitated, became
excessively confused, and at length replied—’Free,
missis? what for me wish to be free? Oh! no,
missis, me no wish to be free, if massa only let we
keep pig.’ The fear of offending, by uttering
that forbidden wish—the dread of admitting,
by its expression, the slightest discontent with his
present situation—the desire to conciliate
my favour, even at the expense of strangling the intense
natural longing that absolutely glowed in his every
feature—it was a sad spectacle, and I repented
my question. As for the pitiful request which
he reiterated several times adding, ’No, missis,
me no want to be free—me work till me die
for missis and massa,’ with increased emphasis;
it amounted only to this, that the negroes once were,
but no longer are, permitted to keep pigs. The
increase of filth and foul smells, consequent upon
their being raised, is, of course, very great; and,
moreover, Mr. —— told me, when I
preferred poor Jack’s request to him, that their
allowance was no more than would suffice their own
necessity, and that they had not the means of feeding
the animals. With a little good management they
might very easily obtain them, however; their little
‘kail-yard’ alone would suffice to it,
and the pork and bacon would prove a most welcome
addition to their farinaceous diet. You perceive
at once (or if you could have seen the boy’s
face, you would have perceived at once), that his
situation was no mystery to him, that his value to
Mr. ——, and, as he supposed, to me,
was perfectly well known to him, and that he comprehended
immediately that his expressing even the desire to
be free, might be construed by me into an offence,
and sought by eager protestations of his delighted
acquiescence in slavery, to conceal his soul’s
natural yearning, lest I should resent it. ’T
was a sad passage between us, and sent me home full
of the most painful thoughts. I told Mr. ——,
with much indignation, of poor Harriet’s flogging,
and represented that if the people were to be chastised
for anything they said to me, I must leave the place,
as I could not but hear their complaints, and endeavour,
by all my miserable limited means, to better their
condition while I was here. He said he would ask
Mr. O—— about it, assuring me, at
the same time, that it was impossible to believe a
single word any of these people said. At dinner,
accordingly, the enquiry was made as to the cause
of her punishment, and Mr. O—— then
said it was not at all for what she had told me, that
he had flogged her, but for having answered him impertinently,
that he had ordered her into the field, whereupon
she had said she was ill and could not work, that he
retorted he knew better, and bade her get up and go
to work; she replied, ’Very well, I’ll