she personally superintended, and then sent
them to Five Pound—the swamp Botany Bay
of the plantation, of which I have told you—with
further orders to the drivers to flog them every day
for a week. Now, E——, if I make
you sick with these disgusting stories, I cannot help
it—they are the life itself here; hitherto
I have thought these details intolerable enough, but
this apparition of a female fiend in the middle of
this hell I confess adds an element of cruelty which
seems to me to surpass all the rest. Jealousy
is not an uncommon quality in the feminine temperament;
and just conceive the fate of these unfortunate women
between the passions of their masters and mistresses,
each alike armed with power to oppress and torture
them. Sophy went on to say that Isaac was her
son by driver Morris, who had forced her while she
was in her miserable exile at Five Pound. Almost
beyond my patience with this string of detestable
details, I exclaimed—foolishly enough,
heaven knows—’Ah, but don’t
you know, did nobody ever tell or teach any of you,
that it is a sin to live with men who are not your
husbands?’ Alas, E——, what
could the poor creature answer but what she did, seizing
me at the same time vehemently by the wrist: ’Oh
yes, missis, we know—we know all about
dat well enough; but we do anything to get our poor
flesh some rest from de whip; when he made me follow
him into de bush, what use me tell him no? he have
strength to make me.’ I have written down
the woman’s words; I wish I could write down
the voice and look of abject misery with which they
were spoken. Now, you will observe that the story
was not told to me as a complaint; it was a thing long
past and over, of which she only spoke in the natural
course of accounting for her children to me.
I make no comment; what need, or can I add, to such
stories? But how is such a state of things to
endure?—and again, how is it to end?
While I was pondering, as it seemed to me, at the very
bottom of the Slough of Despond, on this miserable
creature’s story, another woman came in (Tema),
carrying in her arms a child the image of the mulatto
Bran; she came to beg for flannel. I asked her
who was her husband. She said she was not married.
Her child is the child of bricklayer Temple, who has
a wife at the rice island. By this time, what
do you think of the moralities, as well as the amenities,
of slave life? These are the conditions which
can only be known to one who lives among them; flagrant
acts of cruelty may be rare, but this ineffable state
of utter degradation, this really beastly existence,
is the normal condition of these men and women, and
of that no one seems to take heed, nor have I ever
heard it described so as to form any adequate conception
of it, till I found myself plunged into it;—where
and how is one to begin the cleansing of this horrid
pestilential immondezzio of an existence?
It is Wednesday, the 20th of March; we cannot stay here much longer; I wonder if I shall come back again! and whether, when I do, I shall find the trace of one idea of a better life left in these poor people’s minds by my sojourn among them.