The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 340 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 340 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863.

Bewildered by the story, filled with sorrow for sufferers passed away from the great, suffering earth, aching for those that still were in the void of misery, I arose to go.  “It was near to mid-day; Aaron and Sophie would wait dinner for me,” I said to Miss Lottie’s pleading for another hour.  Ere I went, the conventionalities that signalled our meeting were repeated, and, wrapped in the web and woof Miss Axtell had woven, I went down the staircase and through the wide hall and out of the solemn old house, wondering if ever again Anna Percival would cross its entrance-porch.  Kino heard the noise of the closing of the door, and came around the corner to see who it might be.  I stayed a moment to say a few comforting words to the dog.  Kino saw me safely outside of the gate by way of gratitude.  I walked on toward the parsonage.

Redleaf seemed very silent, almost deserted.  I met none of the villagers in my homeward walk.  “It will be ten minutes yet ere Sophie and Aaron will, waiting, say, ‘I wonder why Anna does not come,’” I thought, as I drew near, and my fingers held the tower-key.  I had not been there since the Sunday morning memorable to me through all coming time.  I lifted the fastening to the church-yard, and went in.  My sister Mary lay in this church-yard now.  I had until this day known only sister Sophie, and in my heart I thanked Miss Axtell for her story.  I went in to look at Mary’s grave.  A sweet perfume filled the inclosure; it came to me through the branching evergreens; it was from Mary’s grave, covered with the pale pink flowers of the trailing-arbutus.  I knew that Abraham Axtell had brought them hither.  I gathered one, the least of the precious fragments.  I knew that Mary, out of heaven seeing me, would call it no sacrilege, and with it went to my tower.

Spring fingers had gathered up the leaves of snow, winter’s growth, from in among the crevices of stone.  I noticed this as I went in.  The great stone was over the passage-opening, just where Mr. Axtell had dropped it, lest Aaron should see.  Something said to me that my love for the tower was gone, that never more would I care to come to it; and I think the voice was speaking truly, everything did seem so changed.  The time moss was only common moss to me, the old rocks might be a part of any mountain now.  I had caught up all the romance, all the poetry, which is mystery, of the tower, and henceforth I might leave it to stand guard over the shore of the Sea of Death, white with marble foam.  I went up to the very window whence I had taken the brown plaid bit of woman’s wear.  I looked out from where I had seen the dying day go down.  I heard the sound, from the open door of the parsonage, of Sophie’s voice, humming of contentment; I saw the little lady come and look down the village—­street for me; I saw her part those bands of softly purplish hair, with fingers idly waiting the while she stood looking for me.  I looked up at the window, down at the floor, down through the winding way of stair, where once I had trembling gone, and, with a farewell softly spoken, I left my churchyard tower with open door and key in the lock.  Henceforth it was not mine.  I left it with the hope that some other loving soul would take up my devotion, and wait and watch as I had done.

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