it is only a pebble breaking softly in upon the summer
flow to toss a cool spray up into the white bosom
of the lilies, or to bathe the bending violets upon
the green and grateful bank. It seems to them
as if the whole strong tide is thrust fiercely and
violently back, and hurled into a new channel, chasmed
in the rough, rent granite. It is impossible to
calculate the waste of grief and pathos which this
incapacity causes. Fanny’s doll aforesaid
is left too near the fire, and waxy tears roll down
her ruddy cheeks, to the utter ruin of her pretty
face and her gay frock; and anon poor Fanny breaks
her little heart in moans and sobs and sore lamentation.
It is Rachel weeping for her children. I went
on a tramp one May morning to buy a tissue-paper wreath
of flowers for a little girl to wear to a May-party,
where all the other little girls were expected to
appear similarly crowned. After a long and weary
search, I was forced to return without it. Scarcely
had I pulled the bell, when I heard the quick pattering
of little feet in the entry. Never in all my
life shall I lose the memory of those wistful eyes
that did not so much as look up to my face, but levelled
themselves to my hand, and filmed with bitter disappointment
to find it empty. I could see that the wreath
was a very insignificant matter. I knew that every
little beggar in the street had garlanded herself
with sixpenny roses, and I should have preferred that
my darling should be content with her own silky brown
hair; but my taste availed her nothing, and the iron
entered into her soul. Once a little boy, who
could just stretch himself up as high as his papa’s
knee, climbed surreptitiously into the store-closet
and upset the milk-pitcher. Terrified, he crept
behind the flour-barrel, and there Nemesis found him,
and he looked so charming and so guilty that two or
three others were called to come and enjoy the sight.
But he, unhappy midget, did not know that he looked
charming; he did not know that his guilty consciousness
only made him the more interesting; he did not know
that he seemed an epitome of humanity, a Liliputian
miniature of the great world; and his large, blue,
solemn eyes were filled with remorse. As he stood
there, silent, with his grave, utterly mournful face,
he had robbed a bank, he had forged a note, he had
committed a murder, he was guilty of treason.
All the horror of conscience, all the shame of discovery,
all the unavailing regret of a detected, atrocious,
but not utterly hardened pirate tore his poor little
innocent heart. Yet children are seeing their
happiest days!
These people—the aforesaid three-fourths of our acquaintance—lay great stress on the fact that children are free from care, as if freedom from care were one of the beatitudes of Paradise; but I should like to know if freedom from care is any blessing to beings who don’t know what care is. You who are careful and troubled about many things may dwell on it with great satisfaction, but