The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 340 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 340 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 63, January, 1863.

The dark hours passed, one by one.  Christmas was nearer, nearer,—­the bell tolled.  It had no meaning for her:  only woke a weak fear that she should not be dead before morning, that any living eye should be vexed by her again.  Past midnight.  The great darkness slowly grayed and softened.  What did she wait for?  The vile worm Lot,—­who cared in earth or heaven when she died? Then the Lord turned, and looked upon Charley.  Never yet was the soul so loathsome, the wrong so deep, that the loving Christ has not touched it once with His hands, and said, “Will you come to me?” Do you know how He came to her? how, while the unquiet earth needed Him, and the inner deeps of heaven were freshening their fairest morning light to usher in the birthday of our God, He came to find poor Charley, and, having died to save her, laid His healing hands upon her?  It was in her weak, ignorant way she saw Him.  While she, Lot, lay there corrupt, rotten in soul and body, it came to her how, long ago, Magdalene, more vile than Lot, had stood closest to Jesus.  Magdalene loved much, and was forgiven.

So, after a while, Charley, the child that might have been, came to His feet humbly, with bitter sobs.  “Lord, I’m so tired!” she said.  “I’d like to try again, and be a different girl.”  That was all.  She clung close to His hand as she went through the deep waters.

Benny, stirring in his sleep, leaned over, and kissed her lips.  “So cold!” he whispered, drowsily.  “God—­bless—­Charley!” She smiled, but her eyes were closed.

The darkness was gone:  the gray vault trembled with a coming radiance; from the East, where the Son of Man was born, a faint flush touched the earth:  it was the promise of the Dawn.  Lot’s foul body lay dead there with the Night:  but Jesus took the child Charley in His arms, and blessed her.

Christmas evening.  How still and quiet it was!  The Helper had come.  Not to the snow-covered old earth, falling asleep in the crimson sunset mist:  it did not need Him.  Not an atom of its living body, from the granite mountain to the dust on the red sea-fern, had failed to perform its work:  taking time, too, to break forth in a wild luxuriance of beauty as a psalm of thanksgiving.  The Holy Spirit you talk of in the churches had been in the old world since the beginning, since the day it brooded over the waters, showing itself as the spirit of Life in granite rock or red sea-fern,—­as the spirit of Truth in every heroic deed, in every true word of poet or prophet,—­as the spirit of Love as——­Let your own hungry heart tell how.  To-day it came to man as the Helper.  We all saw that dimly, and showed that we were glad, in some weak way.  God, looking down, saw a smile upon the faces of His people.

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