“Lot’s drunk,” one door-keeper whispered to another.
“No; the Devil’s in her, though, like a tiger, to-night.”
Yet there was a certain grace and beauty in her face, as she looked at the manager, and spoke low and sudden.
“I’m not a beggar. I want money,—honest money. It’s Christmas eve. They say you want a voice for the chorus, in the carols. Put me where I’ll be hid, and I’ll sing for you.”
The manager’s hand fell from his watch-chain. Storrs, a young lawyer of the place, touched his shoulder.
“Don’t look so aghast, Pumphrey. Let her sing a ballad to show you. Her voice is a real curiosity.”
Madame —— looked dubiously across the room: her black maid had whispered to her. Lot belonged to an order she had never met face to face before: one that lives in the suburbs of hell.
“Let her sing, Pumphrey.”
“If”——looking anxiously to the lady.
“Certainly,” drawled that type of purity. “If it is so curious, her voice.”
“Sing, then,” nodding to the girl.
There was a strange fierceness under her dead, gray eye.
“Do you mean to employ me to-night?”
Her tones were low, soft, from her teeth out, as I told you. Her soul was chained, below: a young girl’s soul, hardly older than your little daughter’s there, who sings Sunday-school hymns for you in the evenings. Yet one fancied, if this girl’s soul were let loose, it would utter a madder cry than any fiend in hell.
“Do you mean to employ me?” biting her finger-ends until they bled.
“Don’t be foolish, Charlotte,” whispered Storrs. “You may be thankful you’re not sent to jail instead. But sing for him. He’ll give you something, may-be.”
She did not damn him, as he expected, stood quiet a moment, her eyelids fallen, relaxed with an inexpressible weariness. A black porter came to throw coals into the stove: he knew “dat debbil, Lot,” well: had helped drag her drunk to the lock-up a day or two before. Now, before the white folks, he drew his coat aside, loathing to touch her. She followed him with a glazed look.
“Do you see what I am?” she said to the manager.
Nothing pitiful in her voice. It was too late for that.
“He wouldn’t touch me: I’m not fit. I want help. Give me some honest work.”
She stopped and put her hand on his coat-sleeve. The child she might have been, and never was, looked from her face that moment.
“God made me, I think,” she said, humbly.
The manager’s thin face reddened.
“God bless my soul! what shall I do, Mr. Storrs?”
The young man’s thick lip and thicker eyelid drooped. He laughed, and whispered a word or two.
“Yes,” gruffly, being reassured. “There’s a policeman outside. Joe, take her out, give her in charge to him.”
The negro motioned her before him with a billet of wood he held. She laughed. Her laugh had gained her the name of “Devil Lot.”