mill-men, to enjoy the evening, with not the cleanest
face in the world, to be sure, but with an honest,
jolly old heart under all, beating rough and glad and
full. That was Adam Craig’s fancy:
but his head was full of queer fancies under the rusty
old brown wig: queer, maybe, yet as pure and childlike
as the prophet John’s: coming, you know,
from the same kinship. Adam had kept his fancies
to himself these forty years. A lame old chap,
cobbling shoes day by day, fighting the wolf desperately
from the door for the sake of orphan brothers and
sisters, has not much time to put the meanings God
and Nature have for his ignorant soul into words, has
he? But the fancies had found utterance for themselves,
somehow: in his hatchet-shaped face, even, with
its scraggy gray whiskers; in the quick, shrewd smile;
in the eyes, keen eyes, but childlike, too. In
the very shop out there on the creek-bank you could
trace them. Adam had cobbled there these twenty
years, chewing tobacco and taking snuff, (his mother’s
habit, that,) but the little shop was pure: people
with brains behind their eyes would know that a clean
and delicate soul lived there; they might have known
it in other ways too, if they chose: in his gruff,
sharp talk, even, full of slang and oaths; for Adam,
invoke the Devil often as he might, never took the
name of Christ or a woman in vain. So his foolish
fancies, as he called them, cropped out. It must
be so, you know: put on what creed you may, call
yourself chevalier or Sambo, the speech your soul
has held with God and the Devil will tell itself in
every turn of your head, and jangle of your laugh:
you cannot help that.
But it was Christmas eve. Adam took that in with
keener enjoyment, in every frosty breath he drew.
Different from any Christmas eve before: pulling
off his scuffed cap to feel the full strength of the
“nor’rer.” Whew! how it blew!
straight from the ice-fields of the Pole, he thought.
So few people there were up there to be glad Christ
was coming! But those filthy little dwarfs up
there needed Him all the same: every man of them
had a fiend tugging at his soul, like us, was lonely,
wanted a God to help him, and—a wife to
love him. Adam stopped short here a minute, something
choking in his throat. “Jinny!” he
said, under his breath, turning to some new hope in
his heart, with as tender, awe-struck a touch as one
lays upon a new-born infant. “Jinny!”
praying silently with blurred eyes. I think Christ
that moment came very near to the woman who was so
greatly loved, and took her in His arms, and blessed
her. Adam jogged on, trying to begin a whistle,
but it ended in a miserable grunt: his heart
was throbbing under his smoke-dried skin, silly as
a woman’s, so light it was, and full.
“Get along, Old Dot, and carry one!” shouted
the boys, sledding down the icy sidewalk.
“Yip! you young devils, you!” stopping
to give them a helping shove and a cheer; loving little
children always, but never as to-day.