The very servants allowed to expatiate upon these
praiseful topics to
their principals!
Even eloquent in their praises! The distressed
principals listening
and weeping! Then to see them break in upon
the zealous applauders,
by their impatience and remorse, and throw
abroad their helpless
hands, and exclaim; then again to see them
listen to hear
more of her praises, and weep again—they
even
encouraging the
servants to repeat how they used to be stopt by
strangers to ask
after her, and by those who knew her, to be told
of some new instances
to her honour—how aggravating all this!
In dreams they see her, and desire to see her; always
an angle, and
accompanied by
angels; always clad in robes of light; always
endeavouring to
comfort them, who declare, that they shall never
more know comfort!
What an example she set! How she indited!
How she drew! How she
wrought!
How she talked! How she sung! How she
played! Her
voice music!
Her accent harmony!
Her conversation how instructive! how sought after!
The delight of
persons of all
ages, of both sexes, of all ranks! Yet how humble,
how condescending!
Never were dignity and humility so
illustriously
mingled!
At other times, how generous, how noble, how charitable,
how judicious in
her charities!
In every action laudable! In every attitude
attractive!
In every appearance, whether full-dressed, or in the
housewife’s
more humble garb, equally elegant, and equally lovely!
Like, or resembling,
Miss Clarissa Harlowe, they now remember to
be a praise denoting
the highest degree of excellence, with every
one, whatever
person, action, or rank, spoken of.—The
desirable
daughter; the
obliging kinswoman; the affectionate sister, (all
envy now subsided!)
the faithful, the warm friend; the affable,
the kind, the
benevolent mistress!—Not one fault remembered!
All
their severities
called cruelties: mutually accusing each other;
each him and herself;
and all to raise her character, and torment
themselves.
Such, Sir, was the angel, of whom the vilest of men has deprived the world! You, Sir, who know more of the barbarous machinations and practices of this strange man, can help me to still more inflaming reasons, were they needed, why a man, not perfect, may stand excused to the generality of the world, if he should pursue his vengeance; and the rather, as through an absence of six years, (high as just report, and the promises of her early youth from childhood, had raised her in his esteem,) he could not till now know one half of her excellencies—till now! that we have lost, for ever lost, the admirable creature!—
But I will force myself from the subject, after I have repeated that I have not yet made any resolutions that can bind me. Whenever I do, I shall be glad they may be such as may merit the honour of your approbation.