That, disgrace as he is to his name, and to the character
of a gentleman,
the man would
not want merit, who, in vindication of the
dishonoured distincion,
should expunge and blot him out of the
worthy list.
That the injured family has a son, who, however unworthy
of such a
sister, is of
a temper vehement, unbridled, fierce; unequal,
therefore, (as
he has once indeed been found,) to a contention
with this man:
the loss of which son, by a violent death on such
an occasion, and
by a hand so justly hated, would complete the
misery of the
whole family; and who, nevertheless, resolves to
call him to account,
if I do not; his very misbehaviour, perhaps,
to such a sister,
stimulating his perverse heart to do her memory
the more signal
justice; though the attempt might be fatal to
himself.
Then, Sir, to be a witness, as I am every hour, to
the calamity and
distress of a
family to which I am related; every one of whom,
however averse
to an alliance with him while it had not place,
would no doubt
have been soon reconciled to the admirable
creature, had
the man (to whom, for his family and fortunes, it
was not a disgrace
to be allied) done her but common justice!
To see them hang their pensive heads; mope about,
shunning one another;
though formerly
never used to meet but to rejoice in each other;
afflicting themselves
with reflections, that the last time they
respectively saw
the dear creature, it was here or there, at such
a place, in such
an attitude; and could they have thought that it
would have been
the last?—Every one of them reviving instances
of
her excellencies
that will for a long time make their very
blessings a curse
to them!
Her closet, her chamber, her cabinet, given up to
me to disfurnish, in
order to answer
(now too late obliging!) the legacies bequeathed;
unable themselves
to enter them; and even making use of less
convenient back
stairs, that they may avoid passing by the doors
of her apartment!
Her parlour locked up; the walks, the retirements,
the summer-house in
which she delighted,
and in which she used to pursue her charming
works; that in
particular, from which she went to the fatal
interview, shunned,
or hurried by, or over!
Her perfections, nevertheless, called up to remembrance,
and enumerated;
incidents and
graces, unheeded before, or passed over in the group
of her numberless
perfections, now brought back into notice, and
dwelt upon!