I wandered to the shore, nor knew I then
What my desire,—whether for
wild lament,
Or sweet regret, to fill the idle pause
Of twilight, melancholy in my house,
And watch the flowing tide, the passing
sails,
Or to implore the air, and sea, and sky,
For that eternal passion in their power
Which souls like mine who ponder on their
fate
May feel, and be as they—gods
to themselves.
Thither I went, whatever was my mood.
The sands, the rocks, and beds of bending
sedge,
I saw alone. Between the east and
west,
Along the beach no creature moved besides.
High on the eastern point a lighthouse
shone;
Steered by its lamp a ship stood out to
sea,
And vanished from its rays towards the
deep,
While in the west, above a wooded isle,
An island-cloud hung in the emerald sky,
Hiding pale Venus in its sombre shade.
I wandered up and down the sands, I loitered
Among the rocks, and trampled through
the sedge:
But I grew weary of the stocks and stones.
“I will go hence,” I thought;
“the Elements
Have lost their charm; my soul is dead
to-night.
Oh passive, creeping Sea, and stagnant
Air,
Farewell! Dull sands, and rocks,
and sedge, farewell.”
Homeward I turned my face, but stayed
my feet.
Should I go back but to revive again
The ancient pain? Hark! suddenly
there came
From over sea, a sound like that of speech;
And suddenly I felt my pulses leap
As though some Presence were approaching
me.
Loud as the voice of Ocean’s dark-haired
king
A breeze came down the sea,—the
sea rose high;
The surging waves sang round me—this
their song:
“Oh, yet your love will triumph!
He shall come
In love’s wild tumult; he shall
come once more,—
By tracks of ocean or by paths of earth;
The wanderer will reach you and remain.”
The breakers dashed among the rocks, and
they
Seemed full of life; the foam dissolved
the sands,
And the sedge trembled in the swelling
tide.
Was this a promise of the vaunting Sea,
Or the illusion of a last despair?
Either, or both, still homeward I must
go,
And that way turned mine eyes, and thought
they met
A picture,—surely so,—or
I was mad.
The crimson harvest-moon was rising full
Above my roof, and glimmered on my walls.
Within the doorway stood a man I knew—
No picture this. I saw approaching
me
Him I had hoped for, grieved for, and
despaired.
“My ship is wrecked,” he cried,
“and I return
Never to leave my love. You are my
love?”
“I too am wrecked,” I sighed,
“by lonely years;
Returning, you but find another wreck.”
He bent his face to search my own, and
spake:
“What I have traversed sea and land
to find,
I find. For liberty I fought, and
life,
On savage shores and wastes of unknown