The things themselves misconceived, naturally no satisfaction
can be got from meditation upon them, or from answers
sought to the questions they suggest. If it be
objected that she had no better ground for believing
than before, I answer that, if a man should be drawing
life from the heart of God, it could matter little
though he were unable to give a satisfactory account
of the mode of its derivation. That the man lives
is enough. That another denies the existence of
any such life save in the man’s self-fooled
imagination, is nothing to the man who lives it.
His business is not to raise the dead, but to live—not
to convince the blind that there is such a faculty
as sight, but to make good use of his eyes. He
may not have an answer to any one objection raised
by the adopted children of Science—their
adopted mother raises none—to that which
he believes; but there is no more need that should
trouble him, than that a child should doubt his bliss
at his mother’s breast, because he can not give
the chemical composition of the milk he draws:
that in the thing which is the root of the bliss, is
rather beyond chemistry. Is a man not blessed
in his honesty, being unable to reason of the first
grounds of property? If there be truth, that truth
must be itself—must exercise its own blessing
nature upon the soul which receives it in loyal understanding—that
is, in obedience. A man may accept no end of
things as facts which are not facts, and his mistakes
will not hurt him. He may be unable to receive
many facts as facts, and neither they nor his refusal
of them will hurt him. He may not a whit the
less be living in and by the truth. He may be
quite unable to answer the doubts of another, but
if, in the progress of his life, those doubts should
present themselves to his own soul, then will he be
able to meet them: he is in the region where
all true answers are gathered. He may be unable
to receive this or that embodiment or form of truth,
not having yet grown to its level; but it is no matter
so long as when he sees a truth he does it: to
see and not do would at once place him in eternal
danger. Hence a man of ordinary intellect and
little imagination, may yet be so radiant in nobility
as, to the true poet-heart, to be right worshipful.
There is in the man who does the truth the radiance
of life essential, eternal—a glory infinitely
beyond any that can belong to the intellect, beyond
any that can ever come within its scope to be judged,
proven, or denied by it. Through experiences doubtful
even to the soul in which they pass, the life may
yet be flowing in. To know God is to be in the
secret place of all knowledge; and to trust Him changes
the atmosphere surrounding mystery and seeming contradiction,
from one of pain and fear to one of hope: the
unknown may be some lovely truth in store for us,
which yet we are not good enough to apprehend.
A man may dream all night that he is awake, and when
he does wake, be none the less sure that he is awake