in as much as he was ready to help, he recoiled from
meddling. To meddle is to destroy the holy chance.
Meddlesomeness is the very opposite of helpfulness,
for it consists in forcing your self into another
self, instead of opening your self as a refuge to the
other. They are opposite extremes, and, like
all extremes, touch. It is not correct that extremes
meet; they lean back to back. To Polwarth, a human
self was a shrine to be approached with reverence,
even when he bore deliverance in his hand. Anywhere,
everywhere, in the seventh heaven or the seventh hell,
he could worship God with the outstretched arms of
love, the bended knees of joyous adoration, but in
helping his fellow, he not only worshiped but served
God—ministered, that is, to the wants of
God—doing it unto Him in the least of His.
He knew that, as the Father unresting works for the
weal of men, so every son, following the Master-Son,
must work also. Through weakness and suffering
he had learned it. But he never doubted that
his work as much as his bread would be given him,
never rushed out wildly snatching at something to do
for God, never helped a lazy man to break stones, never
preached to foxes. It was what the Father gave
him to do that he cared to do, and that only.
It was the man next him that he helped—the
neighbor in need of the help he had. He did not
trouble himself greatly about the happiness of men,
but when the time and the opportunity arrived in which
to aid the struggling birth of the eternal bliss, the
whole strength of his being responded to the call.
And now, having felt a thread vibrate, like a sacred
spider he sat in the center of his web of love, and
waited and watched.
In proportion as the love is pure, and only in proportion
to that, can such be a pure and real calling.
The least speck of self will defile it—a
little more may ruin its most hopeful effort.
Two days after, he heard, from some of the boys hurrying
to the pond, that Mrs. Faber was missing. He
followed them, and from a spot beyond the house, looking
down upon the lake, watched their proceedings.
He saw them find her bonnet—a result which
left him room to doubt. Almost the next moment
a wavering film of blue smoke rising from the Old House
caught his eye. It did not surprise him, for he
knew Dorothy Drake was in the habit of going there—knew
also by her face for what she went: accustomed
to seek solitude himself, he knew the relations of
it. Very little had passed between them.
Sometimes two persons are like two drops running alongside
of each other down a window-pane: one marvels
how it is they can so long escape running together.
Persons fit to be bosom friends will meet and part
for years, and never say much beyond good-morning
and good-night.