terror-stricken child, to whom the infinite bosom of
tenderness and love stretches out arms of shelter
and healing and life, she turned to the bosom of death,
and imagined there a shelter of oblivious darkness!
For life is a thing so deep, so high, so pure, so far
above the reach of common thought, that, although
shadowed out in all the harmonic glories of color,
and speech, and song, and scent, and motion, and shine,
yea, even of eyes and loving hands, to common minds—and
the more merely intellectual, the commoner are they—it
seems but a phantasm. To unchildlike minds, the
region of love and worship, to which lead the climbing
stairs of duty, is but a nephelocockygia; they acknowledge
the stairs, however, thank God, and if they will but
climb, a hand will be held out to them. Now,
to pray to a God, the very thought of whose possible
existence might seem enough to turn the coal of a dead
life into a diamond of eternal radiance, is with many
such enough to stamp a man a fool. It will surprise
me nothing in the new world to hear such men, finding
they are not dead after all, begin at once to argue
that they were quite right in refusing to act upon
any bare possibility—forgetting that the
questioning of possibilities has been the source of
all scientific knowledge. They may say that to
them there seemed no possibility; upon which will
come the question—whence arose their incapacity
for seeing it? In the meantime, that the same
condition which constitutes the bliss of a child,
should also be the essential bliss of a man, is incomprehensible
to him in whom the child is dead, or so fast asleep
that nothing but a trumpet of terror can awake him.
That the rules of the nursery—I mean the
nursery where the true mother is the present genius,
not the hell at the top of a London house—that
the rules of the nursery over which broods a wise
mother with outspread wings of tenderness, should
be the laws also of cosmic order, of a world’s
well-being, of national greatness, and of all personal
dignity, may well be an old-wives’-fable to
the man who dabbles at saving the world by science,
education, hygiene and other economics. There
is a knowledge that will do it, but of that he knows
so little, that he will not allow it to be a knowledge
at all. Into what would he save the world?
His paradise would prove a ten times more miserable
condition than that out of which he thought to rescue
it.
But any thing that gives objectivity to trouble, that lifts the cloud so far that, if but for a moment, it shows itself a cloud, instead of being felt an enveloping, penetrating, palsying mist—setting it where the mind can in its turn prey upon it, can play with it, paint it, may come to sing of it, is a great help toward what health may yet be possible for the troubled soul. With a woman’s instinct, Dorothy borrowed from the curate a volume of a certain more attractive edition of Shakespeare than she herself possessed, and left it in Juliet’s way, so arranged