was rising from the dead, was being new-born also.
She had not far to look back to the time when all was
dull and dead in her being: when the earthquake
came, and the storm, and the fire; and after them
the still small voice, breathing rebuke, and hope,
and strength. Her whole world was now radiant
with expectation. It was through her husband
the change had come to her, but he was not the rock
on which she built. For his sake she could go
to hell—yea, cease to exist; but there
was One whom she loved more than him—the
one One whose love was the self-willed cause of all
love, who from that love had sent forth her husband
and herself to love one another; whose heart was the
nest of their birth, the cradle of their growth, the
rest of their being. Yea, more than her husband
she loved Him, her elder Brother, by whom the Father
had done it all, the Man who lived and died and rose
again so many hundred years ago. In Him, the perfect
One, she hoped for a perfect love to her husband,
a perfect nature in herself. She knew how Faber
would have mocked at such a love, the very existence
of whose object she could not prove, how mocked at
the notion that His life even now was influencing
hers. She knew how he would say it was merely
love and marriage that had wrought the change; but
while she recognized them as forces altogether divine,
she knew that not only was the Son of Man behind them,
but that it was her obedience to Him and her confidence
in Him that had wrought the red heart of the change
in her. She knew that she would rather break
with her husband altogether, than to do one action
contrary to the known mind and will of that Man.
Faber would call her faith a mighty, perhaps a lovely
illusion: her life was an active waiting for
the revelation of its object in splendor before the
universe. The world seemed to her a grand march
of resurrections—out of every sorrow springing
the joy at its heart, without which it could not have
been a sorrow; out of the troubles, and evils, and
sufferings, and cruelties that clouded its history,
ever arising the human race, the sons of God, redeemed
in Him who had been made subject to death that He
might conquer Death for them and for his Father—a
succession of mighty facts, whose meanings only God
can evolve, only the obedient heart behold.
On such a morning, so full of resurrection, Helen
was only a little troubled not to be one of her husband’s
congregation: she would take her New Testament,
and spend the sunny day in the open air. In the
evening he was coming, and would preach in the little
chapel. If only Juliet might hear him too!
But she would not ask her to go.
Juliet was better, for fatigue had compelled sleep.
The morning had brought her little hope, however,
no sense of resurrection. A certain dead thing
had begun to move in its coffin; she was utterly alone
with it, and it made the world feel a tomb around
her. Not all resurrections are the resurrection
of life, though in the end they will be found, even
to the lowest birth of the power of the enemy, to have
contributed thereto. She did not get up to breakfast;
Helen persuaded her to rest, and herself carried it
to her. But she rose soon after, and declared
herself quite well.