Of quietness or peace; yet have I stood,
Even while mine eye hath moved o’er many a league
Of shining water, gathering as it seemed
Through every hair-breadth in that field of light
New pleasure like a bee among the flowers. 580
Thus oft amid those fits of
vulgar joy
Which, through all seasons, on a child’s
pursuits
Are prompt attendants, ’mid that
giddy bliss
Which, like a tempest, works along the
blood
And is forgotten; even then I felt
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Gleams like the flashing of a shield;—the
earth
And common face of Nature spake to me
Rememberable things; sometimes, ’tis
true,
By chance collisions and quaint accidents
(Like those ill-sorted unions, work supposed
590
Of evil-minded fairies), yet not vain
Nor profitless, if haply they impressed
Collateral objects and appearances,
Albeit lifeless then, and doomed to sleep
Until maturer seasons called them forth
595
To impregnate and to elevate the mind.
—And if the vulgar joy by its own weight
Wearied itself out of the memory,
The scenes which were a witness of that
joy
Remained in their substantial lineaments
600
Depicted on the brain, and to the eye
Were visible, a daily sight; and thus
By the impressive discipline of fear,
By pleasure and repeated happiness,
So frequently repeated, and by force
605
Of obscure feelings representative
Of things forgotten, these same scenes
so bright,
So beautiful, so majestic in themselves,
Though yet the day was distant, did become
Habitually dear, and all their forms
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And changeful colours by invisible links
Were fastened to the affections.
I
began
My story early—not misled,
I trust,
By an infirmity of love for days
Disowned by memory—ere the
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Planting my snowdrops among winter snows:
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Nor will it seem to thee, O Friend! so
prompt
In sympathy, that I have lengthened out
With fond and feeble tongue a tedious
tale.
Meanwhile, my hope has been, that I might
fetch 620
Invigorating thoughts from former years;
Might fix the wavering balance of my mind,
And haply meet reproaches too, whose power
May spur me on, in manhood now mature
To honourable toil. Yet should these
hopes 625
Prove vain, and thus should neither I
be taught
To understand myself, nor thou to know
With better knowledge how the heart was
framed
Of him thou lovest; need I dread from