One summer evening (led by
her) I found
A little boat tied to a willow tree
Within a rocky cave, [e] its usual home.
Straight I unloosed her chain, and stepping
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Pushed from the shore. It was an
act of stealth
And troubled pleasure, nor without the
voice
Of mountain-echoes did my boat move on;
Leaving behind her still, on either side,
Small circles glittering idly in the moon,
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Until they melted all into one track
Of sparkling light. But now, like
one who rows,
Proud of his skill, to reach a chosen
point
With an unswerving line, I fixed my view
Upon the summit of a craggy ridge,
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The horizon’s utmost boundary; far
above
Was nothing but the stars and the grey
sky.
She was an elfin pinnace; lustily
I dipped my oars into the silent lake,
And, as I rose upon the stroke, my boat
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Went heaving through the water like a
swan;
When, from behind that craggy steep till
then
The horizon’s bound, a huge peak,
black and huge,
As if with voluntary power instinct
Upreared its head. [f] I struck and struck
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And growing still in stature the grim
shape
Towered up between me and the stars, and
still,
For so it seemed, with purpose of its
own
And measured motion like a living thing,
Strode after me. With trembling oars
I turned, 385
And through the silent water stole my
way
Back to the covert of the willow tree;
There in her mooring-place I left my bark,—
And through the meadows homeward went,
in grave
And serious mood; but after I had seen
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That spectacle, for many days, my brain
Worked with a dim and undetermined sense
Of unknown modes of being; o’er
my thoughts
There hung a darkness, call it solitude
Or blank desertion. No familiar shapes
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Remained, no pleasant images of trees,
Of sea or sky, no colours of green fields;
But huge and mighty forms, that do not
live
Like living men, moved slowly through
the mind
By day, and were a trouble to my dreams.
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Wisdom and Spirit of the universe!
Thou Soul that art the eternity of thought,
That givest to forms and images a breath
And everlasting motion, not in vain
By day or star-light thus from my first
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Of childhood didst thou intertwine for
me
The passions that build up our human soul;
Not with the mean and vulgar works of
man,
But with high objects, with enduring things—
With life and nature, purifying thus
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The elements of feeling and of thought,
And sanctifying, by such discipline,