I look about; and should the chosen guide
Be nothing better than a wandering cloud,
I cannot miss my way. I breathe again!
Trances of thought and mountings of the mind
Come fast upon me: it is shaken off, 20
That burthen of my own unnatural self,
The heavy weight of many a weary day [C]
Not mine, and such as were not made for me.
Long months of peace (if such bold word accord
With any promises of human life), 25
Long months of ease and undisturbed delight
Are mine in prospect; whither shall I turn,
By road or pathway, or through trackless field,
Up hill or down, or shall some floating thing
Upon the river point me out my course? 30
Dear Liberty! Yet what
would it avail
But for a gift that consecrates the joy?
For I, methought, while the sweet breath
of heaven
Was blowing on my body, felt within
A correspondent breeze, that gently moved
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With quickening virtue, but is now become
A tempest, a redundant energy,
Vexing its own creation. Thanks to
both,
And their congenial powers, that, while
they join
In breaking up a long-continued frost,
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Bring with them vernal promises, the hope
Of active days urged on by flying hours,—
Days of sweet leisure, taxed with patient
thought
Abstruse, nor wanting punctual service
high,
Matins and vespers of harmonious verse!
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Thus far, O Friend! [D] did
I, not used to make
A present joy the matter of a song,
Pour forth that day my soul in measured
strains
That would not be forgotten, and are here
Recorded: to the open fields I told
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A prophecy: poetic numbers came
Spontaneously to clothe in priestly robe
A renovated spirit singled out,
Such hope was mine, for holy services.
My own voice cheered me, and, far more,
the mind’s 55
Internal echo of the imperfect sound;
To both I listened, drawing from them
both
A cheerful confidence in things to come.
Content and not unwilling
now to give
A respite to this passion, I paced on
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With brisk and eager steps; and came,
at length,
To a green shady place, [E] where down
I sate
Beneath a tree, slackening my thoughts
by choice,
And settling into gentler happiness.
’Twas autumn, and a clear and placid
day, 65
With warmth, as much as needed, from a
sun
Two hours declined towards the west; a
day
With silver clouds, and sunshine on the
grass,
And in the sheltered and the sheltering
grove
A perfect stillness. Many were the